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‚ô• Sunday, November 29, 2009
Cheers to all the fond memories we had kept deep down, drink all the unhappy moments down drunk and forget everything that moment. for that moment, everyone is happy.
met jr and went met his friend John. give me the feeling of some holy person. but. so unholy, becus he anti Christ? i think? and his name is such a holy name. =X cus it's like in the bible. wadever.
me and jr
saw xt outside power house. soo happy. like finally a girl i know that is at ph. =.=" met mian and di outside as well. mian and jeremy chew, brought some horrible liqour there. taste disgusting. eeeeek.
me and di
finally met, weiwen, wenhao after so long. they came with jr (: yays. yest like some sec school gathering for their batch lidart, so many 1987 kss de. XDD weeee~! but no pics. cus they left early to rebel.
was way high at 1+ cus mian gave me vokha neat. and some ppl gave me martel neat. then earlier on, i had beer, liquor and so on. i texted nonstop with xt, and jr, we are like so freaking near but i we text. i think i did sth stupid last night, to send an sms over to someone. -.-" 1022 is loves. rofl. that's if u know what i mean.
duhhh. bad choice to run about. mian was like a smoking machines last night he smoked non stop. and this is how cui he look after he smk and drink.
THIS IS THE LONG AWAITING MOMENT for JOHN and idk who. rofl
dont make me fall, pls dont make me fall. not again and again after so long. you build a barrier when u went off. why now?
Blogged @ 4:21:00 PM
‚ô• Tuesday, November 24, 2009
hello, earth im back. the moon restraint me staying for long.
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Blogged @ 10:37:00 PM
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ok. im starting to dont understand myslf slowly. things i see feel or do ain't the same. i felt totally disgusted at times when i think back. -.-" and idk why. isit because, u are too addictive that's why i couldn't quit? and kept hanging on for so long. ok. too long to rem.
suddenly, i felt my life is full of beautiful and wonderful people and things that had been sparkling throughout. (:
out of the blue, di called me to talk. was real surprise. recently, things had been wonderful. real wonderful that i hope things will never change =D and stay this way. (::
jie had been there for me which give me loads of comfort. ^^, di and i have plans for "getaway" Sophia, again was there to crap with me Carrot as well, totally horrible talking to him. Alex, he was so sweet to bring me out for supper and it turn out everything was a joke. =X winston, was there to distract me with his probs. =.=" HAHAHA kalson was there to... um.. tell me he was born in the jungle like tarzen. HAHAHA!
ok. gugu i misses u.
okay just with them, life is wonderful and great.
ok. now i jus hope, my fcuking mum jus disappear this moment. am extremely angry about it right now. it'd be more wonderful i suppose. when i would never have any fear that, my fav or sth i adore get cut away and become a new creation of hers! am so sick of all this nonsense. she've been giving me. so sick of it. get lost.
for the first time, i met someone so frank about himself. (:: i've never thought that, someone would say out things such frankly. and straight. although i know there might be somewhat a mixture of reality n lies, but at that moment. i almost melted, when he said sth and we even made a pinkie promise. though i know him before hand, but i'd never expected it coming. bla bla bla.
then headed to Atlantis to find xt. after sometime, we headed to sabai sabai, ate steamboat before heading in. -.-" i dont like it there. prefered sabai though. =D
had a wonderful night. despite the awkwardness. i enjoyed. baby, you are the sweetest of all♥ Thank you for being there.
met alex yest and he drove his grand dad car out. and the window got stuck. god. damn funny. and i went to look for sharon (: cus she's wrking at lor. 16. As i suggest to alex to go geylang eat 126. (:: been craving for it. and it became a joke. --" cus of the windows.
i received a text from someone which is kinda so random. -.-"
met jie after my wrk in PIAS. i rushed over to meet her in batok interchange. alot of stuff came to my mind.. way too much for me to handle.
right now, am at Changi Airport with jie and "mummy" i just need some air outside. while jie wanna study and mummy jus wanna tag along and play game. ended, we had a disaster. we camwhored like no one business. and now, jie is abit high -.-" only we know why.
cus she ate too much chicken in airport that why. =X
Enjoy some pics!
I was trying to switch place with jie. trying out the "after-med" effect
after reading belle blog, i got hook on this song. (:
There was a time, when you would call me up, and make me sit, Through the night, and wait for you, because you needed it, And I would stick around, to comfort you, and take your shit, But that all ends now.
I think you, should take all your stuff now, and go away, I am sure, you'll find another girl, who wants to play, All the fucked up games, that you have put me through, Boy that's over now.
Try to concede, I want you to leave, (oh no no) No more to say, just go away, (just go away) Can't you see that I got nothing left for you? (oh, nothing left for you)
For all the pain, and the sleepless nights, For all the tears, and all the endless fights, For all the cheating, and all for all the times you, Used me, fell through, weren't true, fuck you. (oh)
For all the times, that you pissed me off, (you pissed me of) For all the times, you weren't man enough, For all the times, that you dissed me,yeah, Forgot me, fell through, weren't true, fuck you. (so fuck you)
There was a time, when just a touch, from you would make me hot, I would cry with you, and laugh with you, and loved you but, Now I see, that it was wrong, to put my trust in you, (so it's over)
Try to concede, I want you to leave (oh yeah) No more to say, just go away (just go away) Can't you see, that I got nothing left for you? (oh, nothing left for you)
For all the pain, and the sleepless nights, (oh oh) For all the tears, and all the endless fights, (your just not strong enough) For all the cheating, and all for all the times you, Used me, fell through, weren't true, fuck you.
For all the times, that you pissed me off, For all the times, you weren't man enough, For all the times, that you dissed me, yeah, Forgot me, fell through, weren't true, fuck you. (so fuck you, oh, uh hey oh yeah)
For all the pain, and the sleepless nights, For all the tears, and all the endless fights, For all the cheating, and all for all the times you, (you did me wrong) Used me, fell through, weren't true, fuck you.
For all the times, that you pissed me off, (oh,you pissed me of) For all the times, you weren't man enough, (weren't man enough) For all the times, that you dissed me, (yeah) Forgot me, fell through, weren't true, fuck you. Ohhhhhhh (so fuck you) All the sleepless nights. Oh oh yeah yeah.
For all the pain, and the sleepless nights, (you did me wrong) For all the tears, and all the endless fights, (oh) For all the cheating, and all for all the times you, Used me, fell through, weren't true, fuck you.
For all the times, that you pissed me off, (you pissed me off) For all the times, you weren't man enough, (weren't man enough) For all the times, that you dissed me, (yeah) Forgot me, fell through, weren't true, fuck you. (Fuck you)
it jus affect me quite alot. i just hope everything will be just fine. i need no comments from people nor people telling me stuff about u either unless i ask. but. it seems that, people are some how or rather telling me stuff u told them. i dont know who the person was. but someone jus told me. sth u told me that it's not.
i felt really tense some what or rather because i couldn't forget that fast as you do. so much thing that we went thru together. i dont know how u did it. but it was fast. really fast. almost 3 yrs we known each other and jus not even 3 mths.. everything is gone for u. that's fast.
chatted with sophia earlier on phone make me really reminisce those times, when we were just together. the times where you and her quarreled over me. you came and fetch me to work, after work accompany me for lunch, went club together, how displease and agitated when you know i gave others my num and even pick a fight with the person. how sweet and protective you was those day, but it meant nth to you now. i guess to you, it's really like u said, i gave u nth but trouble.
maybe, it's jus like what others say, from the very start our timing is way out. the pace we are going are not at the same momentum.
to think about it, it might be the cause that, from the start we had never finish what we wanted to say and things started to accumulate to this state..
it's time to say goodbye. no matter how hard it is, as he nvr bothered.
I know im always a step late. our timing is always wrong. things seems so hard for us, but i still dont wish to give up, silly ain't i? things i known all along but i couldn't jus accept it just when it's words coming out from your mouth i learnt frm my previous arguments with you that both of us are way too impulsive and stubborn. although so much stuff that had happen that made me have doubts in u and stuff which i admitted that i was wrong very wrong. having no intention of hurting u in the first place. but ended it seems to be that somewhat i became hassle to you. slowly u build a wall and blocked yourself from me.
i dont know what am i feeling alr. dont know what i want suddenly, after talking to jiejie, i felt devastated. things have been happening way too much and so much idk of.. suddenly i felt a infinite distant. which i dont wan and never thought it will really happen to us.
to think of it. WE DONT HAVE ANY PHOTOS TOGETHER! as in only us.
everything is back to square one again. left an hour. but seriously, i got no mood to finish things up. lomo research undone, saul base, which is like million yrs back oso undone. wtf. ):
Having high fever this timing isn't a good choice! ):
all my assignments are hanging halfway. ): BOOO!
2 more days. I just text him few mins back, and im wondering, he counted the days because he's coming back to sg or is it that he's counting how many more days till he need to leave her.. ):
i felt disheartened. i couldn't finish up the assignments,and I still have like 4 to 5 more to go. plus the final touch up of CPJ. ): schoolwork is driving me mad.
yest, was in school doing assignments, before that mt went to ICA to collect her pp. and then, we was supposed to go somewhere there to eat. =.= hahahahaaa. as usual, i cant rem road, so.. ended it leaded us to arab st. HAHAAH! and we settled there and had lunch. and we headed to 15min, to do our assignments and while waiting for belle. zzz!
now, i hate art friend cus they close too early and i couldn't get my materials and it ended up, i dint do anything in school but cutting my papers. duhhh!
3 more days, but. i got no time left. ): i only left a day to complete everything now. shits.
Assessment is in 4 more days, am afraid. but more of excited actually. HAHAHAHA!
same day with kel. HOHOHO!
I'm stepping ahead, i never wan to look back anymore, memories are facade. nothing is up for good. i wonder, it's just the world os changing or, it's the man who force the thinking to be change? that y, earth is angry. and create chaos. =X
i made up my mind. take it, or leave it. ur choice, either i would be sad, but, its doesn't matter much when it's not gonna be a full but half-hearted.
Blogged @ 11:00:00 AM
‚ô• Sunday, November 08, 2009
i cleared a pic from my treasure list.. been quite some time. SAMANTHA, GOOD LUCK tml. (:
im pretty lucky my assessment is on FRI, (: but unlucky, im so dead cus, i never had the mood to do anything of my assignment. BOOO.
im very lucky, i had sam with me throughout my good and bad times throughout the days i know him. very glad. if not i guess I'll be so dead. love him soo much (:
why did u ask me how are u when you would show me your famous temper at me. things couldn't be good for me, be it assignments, school stuff, home, rs, everything is at the peek of it's downs.
skipped class today, mt and belle wasn't going i was actually going but in the end they not going so, i wanna go later and nap more, ended i couldn't wake up to reach shcool before it end. so..3 of us, skipped class. cool.
Andri is going to be so piss. as today is individual critic with lect. sth like that. i wanted to show him my storyboard but i miss class. havent had any mood since yesterday, am wondering how worst will be it.
i really dont know what should i do. it seems to be 50-50. to think of it, people have faults too. but, how true is those words to me, that sth idk, which i hope to knoe maybe, for once, all truth, totally everything.
somewhat, i dare not face it. I, started to be afraid when i think of it. ok. the first time jenny is afraid.
am so sleepy due to waiting for some reply which i never gotten any.
i finally finish the cards, but. calender. a big headache. Ting and I finally took the photos finally, quite disappointing though. dislike it alot. zzz!
Blogged @ 9:59:00 PM
‚ô• Sunday, November 01, 2009
常在想，你是否象从前一樣还需要我。而我們又算是什麼。。。
可是，最近，我卻突然覺得，我好象是多於的。 不管我又多莫努力，到最後你还是終久會想逃。
對於多餘的我，或許，一開時我們都沒對濄。 我好像開始理解一些事情。
而我好想說，“我想相信” 可是，卻沒法說出口。
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couldn't believe that some people just think so highly of themslf and nonstop doing the thing i hate most despite me warning so much time. now jolly well dont come msg me. you are very irritating. din't you know urslf, just look after urslf and will do. stop trying to poke into others business and try to act as if u are someone but u are actually a nobody to speak or comment about the things. it just pissed people off. thank you. and this, hereby, i del you off from my fb to stop all those nonsense stalked like behavior and those nonsense you comment on my post. and i jolly well block you frm msn. u are sure irritating did anyone tell you that? (=
