i dont understand anymore.

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i think, sth is gg wrong in my body. ):

i realise another bruse on my right foot. wtf. and is huge. so huge. that it look scary.

skipped marker rendering class for today. mt doesn't feel like going so am i, moodless to do anything. so yea she suggested so i agreed. but staying at home doesn't help much either. ain't doing any particular thing jus on and off with my assignments no inspiration, no motivation. this is the very first class i skipped since... school starts. ):


bad dreams. bad thoughts.
a lil unbearable to bring my phone for servicing as, there's too much stuff in it that i dont want them to be erased. ):
thinking of that, i jus realised, i have yet back up my phone.

sudden rush of sadness.

i.. lost my direction again. i lost my aims again. i need motivation. ):

rebel was alright jus too high that's all.

Labels: unusual sat night

a mix emotion.
momo when missing.

i never once thought that. money could buy happiness, friendship, love etc... i was doing that out of goodwill and not being appreciate. ):

i totally lost my sense of direction.

so fake. i never thought this would ever happen again. i always hope that nth could go wrong. i'd wait till the day u'd be back. but now... you said it's better this way. idk anymore. if thing can turn back, i'll stop poking ard your business and wun ask my daddy for help. it's kinda awkward to ask from him. though it's fresh and blood but what rights do i have? when there's no communication there.

i'm rather stress with school and now, i add on more things to myslf. despite the fact money could ruin everything. my daddy asked me to think twice but i told him. "nth will happen." i reassure him. naive again i was. dawy told me to think selfishly for myslf and not others. but i jus couldn't help thinking both way. my mind told me not to but my heart tells me to. hesitate it is. i couldn't decide alr.

Yest met up with tian to lend ic as. the bouncer dont let me in cus i only brought my student card. ): saw sijie she slim down alot. chatted awhile. before i headed back to find yt. saw samuel there as well. =.=" and it actually make me feel so awkward. as i flew him off the flyer thing which he asked me quite sometime back

Labels: aaron koh, unusual sat night

school was stressful. watch final destination 3D yest. was not really good.

blank.

i nearly lost yt thumbdrive. cus i was in a rush to class early in the morning and i forgot to pluck it out of school mac as i need to print some research before class starts. ):
Collin as funny as usual. love his lesson. but i fall aslp in shannon class too tired. and it's Helvetica movie which i alr watch it before. boring old show. LOLs.

photoshop class later.. haven really touch it i got no concept yet ): bla. wish me good luck )):



less is more.

hope of those attention of urs but they dont meant to be mine at all. from the start all was jus a infiltration. the cover that dont show. untill the context was read thru and the book jus went off not wanting to leave a speck of dust.

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I'm super irritated with blogger. the whole template jus gone. and im lazy to type html though out so bare with me just all text ):

school has been pretty busy lately, been quite lost of what i want.

anyway. speak of the devil. he visited me. and i've been sooo unlucky since this morning.

woke up feverish, and i drag myself to school for photography lesson. found my ezlink card was missing while i was packing my bag. ): on my way to the train station, i saw this two old uncle playing chess and i passed by them, about few seconds ltr i turn my head and (i swear im not lying) they are not there. wtf! it's like akadebra and POOOF! they are gone. O.O then i dont wan bother since it's like lunar july... then i continue to head to the station... then i rem my powerpt and i realize i think i have not save into my thumbdrive. i called mt and told her i'd be late and i rush home save out and rush back to school. had lunch, headed to class and then, nth happen jus smoothly, till Lawrence asked us to go out capture some images for class lesson and, mt and me headed to print shop to print our research. and i forgotten to take my thumbdrive i only realized it when i was on the bus heading home. called diana instantly. and i ko on the bus. i got down i felt so dizzy.




):

i hate arguments.

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time to stay up late just for assignments

been so long since im not last min. hohoho!! wishhh me goody luckkk! teeehhhheeeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhehhhhhheeeeee.

some words,
some people,
some action,
does affect one mood.

assignments, assignments, assignments.

that's all i need right now. cover my mind with all that and stop thinking of some stuff that make me feel uneasy. I'm extra tired after the fact now, it's the hungry ghost festival, because. i have this very scary bruise on my finger. and it is blackish this noon. ): creepy, isn't it?

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he told me he's leaving.

no more 1909, no more 0909, no more 2210, no more all gone. gone. and gone.

naive, wasn't i? to hope he told me he was jus joking. i even ask could he not leave.

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im in such a dilemma. im handling it with a cruel way. im starting to feel physically tired. yet im having insomnia. ):

fed up with momo.

wondering should i abandon my blogger. cus, currently blogger is running "wild" couldn't upload photos and im lazy to upload into photobucket or sth else and put codes in it. sighhhs!

alot of draft in my blog alr. hugeee longgg queue to update...sians.

school is so far so good. got know to some people in my class. and had someone that reassemble madeline i. dont. like. her. HAHAHAAA! eeeeeew disgusting. =S

anyways. i had a uber long weekend till tue. as it's lasalle founder's day we need not attend classes as school will be CLOSE! wwwwwoooooootttttttttttsss!

i felt as though im being stalked. and it's creepy.

just finish the movie "The last house on the left" it's gonna be screen in cinema on 20th aug. hehs. XD i think, the movie was alrite. not worth the money to watch in the theater.

urghs, school is starting soon, so soon. hate my timetable la. my latest class ends at 730pm! urghs. i didn't mistaken it either ): i double checked it. ):

utterly bored.

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