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‚ô• Thursday, April 30, 2009
wtf. now is... 6. and i got freak out by nightmare. wtf. u better be kicking and alive. nb. im so awake now la. $#(%#$&^$#
tot will slp longer then have the stupid nightmare my "brother" was being drown in singapore river!! WTF.
Blogged @ 6:54:00 AM
‚ô• Wednesday, April 29, 2009
momo was terribly scary today. daddy drove me and momo to the vet and when the doctor was about to inject him, he went mad. LOL!! he wanted to bite her up. g0sh. and he need to eat his tablet tml. muahahahhaaa!! evil me. =S tml i will cook for momo. and then feed him with his tablet. eeeeeee. goodness. ilu, take care, all the best for ur exam and happy early birthday to you. have a enjoyable day.
the more u want to know the more im not going to tell. why should i tell u everything? already u had else one. or else one is already interested already.
im pissed. thanks to you. i nvr flew ur plane before and this us the second time u fly mine. thanks leh. u can online u can meet yjen nvr late nvr wadever, me? u overslept, u drag, u fly. very disappointed. and seriously upset.
this is me to u. i noe it now. hopefully this will be the very last entry with another pte entry labelled with ur name. since u dont care u dont bother. the more i care the more i bother the more i felt upset. the more i felt no more physical pain anymore.
all the long was me hopeing. onesided. jus one sided.
im worst then a frwen to u.
wad the point of reading my blog when u only read and revenge back? meaningless. i was quite happy that, u read, in fb was our pic. but. that was only fb. i shuld never get happy so early. i suppose. nth matters to u anymore. i'll stop. and i hope u too. all the best. with them. im letting go. seriously. you can u stop contacting me already. since ur chose ur road and it was a clear one.
alot alot of entries and pte entries about u. but wad's it? jus wrds. jus memories. which equals to nth already.
I just realised the date now. happy belated birthday to you. (: was too busy. i think your birthday falls on my accessment day. HAHA! all the best. 220484 (:
p/s: i dont know what those was about... but. surprise!! those were make from plastic bag. HAHAHA!! XDD
Gotten my CCS result on thurs. overslept and ended going alone. saw clara and melissa in sch but. luck is on my side. muahahha. cus.. actually the time to get our CCS result was frm 9-4pm. but.. when i reach i saw both of them panicking. cus. tania refuse to give them and insisted it's till 4pm.
i kinda keep saying's bryan told us till 5 and.. ended she gave in and give out result to us. XDD took millie's result for her. cus tania pass to us. then.. i heard more. millie went sch but tania refused to give her the slip. MUAHAHHA! and she was 5 min before 4. hehes. she was so pissed off when i told her i got mine at 4:30. haha.
so sweet ain't it? XDD nadia gave everyone of us a lil crane on the last day of school which was last week. and in it was messages to us. (: names was written on the wings as well. everyone got different stuff. and mine was that pink crane. XD
i can't wait till i got my result to my accessment.
Blogged @ 6:03:00 AM
‚ô• Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Accessment. urghs. haven been sleeping properly for few days. just to rush my work.
The last min work for my book design:
p/s: i freaking punch the hole and cut out myslf. waste freaking hell load of time ):
Accessment. felt so dead. I felt i need to go back for review again. ): hopefully not. sigh.
my desk was filled up as it looked.
the closer version. on the two huge desk for mmeeee. as i said. as it look, i have alot of missing work but i still manage to fill up the desk sigh. im very afraid now. GOD bless me (::
im quite upset with myself for not coping well during the one week break which was given to us. ): now im afffrrrraiiiid i'd be call back for review. sigh sigh sigh.
wad happen if i couldn't get in?
Blogged @ 11:58:00 PM
‚ô• Monday, April 20, 2009
for every step you took, i stayed there. hoping, but... no miracles had happened. back to square one. (: emo-ing. too bad for me for not listening.
humans are scary. too scary to been said. a creature without any senses. (: so. never trust anyone. especially the longest of friend. (: you never know one day the will bite you. simplely, no one can be trusted.
esp with money involvement. you lend them out of goodwill and believe they will treat you good back or return u back the sum of money you lend. but. what will you get in the end? empty hands. with money flew. (: this is what i learn form some cases.. (: now. again, someone faces it. sigh. y do people have to just be so bloody mean and leave you to die. i seriously dont understand. why. (: but. darl. you will survive. (:
baby give birth to a lil boy finally on thurs and today she.. idiotly, come and chat with me in msn and hao lian with me. #$%(&$%&! ROFL! she like back to normal liao super hyper. (: glad for her.
dont one fine day msg me tell me wad wan .... those stuff if not i really can smack her already. ROFL!
Blogged @ 10:33:00 PM
‚ô• Saturday, April 18, 2009
i dont say doesn't mean i dont know. (: i dont show doesn't mean i don't care. i stop trying becus efforts are being thrown off. im as tired as u are. jus like how tired u've been telling me all those stuff all over and over again.
Blogged @ 11:39:00 PM
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went to grab material yest then bout a rope bone for momo. (: and he bought a leopard dress for... whisky ROFL!! (:: super cute can? HAHHAHAHAA!!! ate at shukudo (: ebi omu rice. (: LOL!! seems like im not enuff of prawns yet. cus the day before we(me, reb, kelvin) jus had a prawn war. LOL!! =.= then i headed home tired as usual.
then tootie called me and ended up was pursuded out with them again. sigh. then i brought my lappy there. LOL!!i think it's quite funny la cus i really took out and do my assignment but. fcuk there is no wireless there. ): then i went to temtation to look for xt then she told me... jh and 883 was there. i noe it when... i saw ivan came out. ROFL!! then i saw eric peh! the one whom we fought before. ROFL!! LMAO! HAHHAHAH!!hilarious then... bla bla bla. i dont feel like saying out loud here. im pissed. felt disgusted. (:went to bedrm with johnny and xt. i think it's call bedrm ca. i cant rem ROFL! it's so... duh can? the door is in the alley. so wulu. LOL!! then i went back to look for py tootie etc. then got a pooh (: bunny (:: but i don like pooh i wan to cut the head off. ROFL! =S
Look at this!! super cool can? it's a real freaking phone that have a camera! sheesh. and even have lights on the head light. LMAO! was so amazed on thurs. was it thurs or wed. -,- i cant rem.
had a great time catching up with jiejie and reb. next week haji lane. (: hahhaa.
im so dead now. still gotta do tapes. and then the book. ): sigh i dont even noe if i can make it in time. for it. ): shits.
wanted to do it last night. but i slp and couldn't wake ill now. which wan 1045 am. fcuk. ):
Blogged @ 10:41:00 AM
‚ô• Monday, April 13, 2009
suddenli i dont feel like blogging. private entries. =p
Blogged @ 3:15:00 AM
‚ô• Sunday, April 12, 2009
cool. jus in one week i think, i heard 2 accidents from my friends around me. god. it that a trend or what. faint. kalson and mark and some more got into some accident i hear, kalson, lips and leg injure. WTF can lips get injure in CAR accident. -,-" mark was more practicle. his was leg injure with blood all over that i heard -,-" i tot he joke with me last night when he randomly sms me telling me he got into an accident. like ROFL why did he even tell me. shurges. i dont even really care la.=S none of my conccern anymore. HAHAAH!! 3 yrs back i might care but now. hahha. too late for me to care so much.
someone asked me is it worth. someone asked me am i happy. someone asked me if this is what i want. someone asked me to let go. someone asked me to not regret the choice i made. someone... someone.. someone..
but.ended up..
i told myslf it's not worth therefore there's a break i told myslf i wasn't happy at all i told myslf this is what i wanted. i told myslf maybe it's time. i told myslf i will not regret.
but..
wad i get was wrong.i used my head to date with u instead of leting the heart led me. since i supposed u made up ur mind, happy good friday to u. and happy easter to you on sun. thank you for the love that last almost 2 years. i couldn't do anything now. not anymore. i knew it's too late.
im over stress i think. i supposed. shit last min work. ): been doing taping continuously since yesterday and do it over the night which left me without any sleep and went to school. totally shaged. and right now. i need to prepare research for my printing and guess wad? nice one. my research was gone. i cant's remember where did i save it cus it's like one mth back work. fcuk too earli work. sheesh. now im redoing my research and my final and leftover tapinging gotta rush finish everything hopefully by sat. so sun i could do my other work and prepare it for the 22nd april assessment. hopefully i can finish everything off. how i just hope now.. you are right here. telling me everything will be fine. assuring me everything is going the way im heading. but i know it will not happen already.
jiejie came over just now and played with momo. and this time is confirmed that. MOMO IS GAY!! XD cus... he did not... when it's jiejie..but... with JJ, he was high. XD ROFL!!
MOMO keep pastering JJ. he fetches the ball. XD
ciaoz.
gotta rush my taping before class tml. sigh.
Blogged @ 10:42:00 PM
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a little challenge. im not going out im not going to slack. im going to paste every damn tapes till it add up to 10 pcs. sigh. been slacking too much already. need to catch up. and... hopefully hopes do come true.
missed 2 class already. tml will be a better day. for the week.
dislike that bitch. how could i ever face her in her face on mon?!
Blogged @ 4:32:00 PM
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kelvin. may god bless u. omfg. lidart oso can buang till so cui. >< make me wake up jiu stun.
Blogged @ 2:39:00 PM
‚ô• Sunday, April 05, 2009
gotten home finally, Firstly i gotten a shock, when my daddy told me once i turn the door lock open. he said, he brought MOMO out for a swim today!! WTF!! and he really brought MOMO out. i can feel MOMO's STINKS from the smell of the salty water. sheese. gotta bathe it tml. (:
secondly... you told me... you don't need my ans. cus u knew my answer already. you said time will fade the feelings we had as well. I actually dont know how should i react. really. i had my answer hid well. jus hoping you might have a little change. but never. ): i told myself. stop thinking. stop. but it never stop. there. then. i think should respect your decision? i... started not to know what you want. I felt it was so far. far beyond my reach. tell me should i? endure so much you too. yet finalise was this. i actually thought at least you'd send me back. but you din't. i don't feel well but you show the least concern too. sigh.
was so shag this very moment i update. im full. terribly horrid full. bloated. ): went dbl o with py and the usual people. this time. was py turn to be drunk. ^^ hahahaha. horrible this girl just wanna bang on the floor with her head. was freak out at that moment.
weird stuff happened at dbl o when that stupid alan threw me alone outside waiting for him and py and people. a lady wants a photo with me. and she blab non-stop. horrible.
cmi, im off to sleep now. gd morning people. good night my loves. (:
some stuff are clear enough.
Blogged @ 7:28:00 AM
‚ô• Friday, April 03, 2009
stuff had been complicated for me. anyway. this whole week was crappy. i din't know where shall i start with. i found out some bets and some stuff regarding what you all are trying to do hurhur. so fake. you you you. no looks no figure. no cash no this and that and you are trying to mess around with me and say so much nonsense thanks leh. $(#%@&#($%
trying to be nice i think but. things gotten worst it was a total turn off. letme say. real turn off eversince i heard stuff you said yesterday. and all i could say is you faker. so i'll be one in front of you too. how u treat me i'll do the same. (: cool hur. so many gals then go la wtf. HAHAHHAHA!! i wun stop you whereby i dont feel any much special towards you in the first place. (::
my heart is still occupy by someone special. which i think is more worth then you. but. i just dont feel the time to be back yet. answer to you should be clear but him unclear. understood? HAHHAHA!! trying your luck. but it seems you dont have any! (::
facade.
assignments is duing on mon yet. i have yet touch. ):
how i wished i had pull up myself last week and had started doing it!! ): sigh. wun be updating till mon i guess. (:
