mEmoriies unFaded..________// 　　 empty。

‚ô• Friday, February 29, 2008

"Love is just an excuse to het hurt" - Quoted from my online friend's msn

dont love is the best way not to get hurt. LOL!! so dont love alrite! life'd be boring, so.... let's get some flings. =X muahahaaa!!

I don't know from when and how did i changed till the extend to even tink bout it. Well, anyway, who cares?

回想到从前，总觉得现在的我好讨厌。

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‚ô• Thursday, February 28, 2008

Yesterday, my "laogong" and me divorse officially le... you see we even sign the "paper"

Awww... im so sad can? 8 yrs lei. =.= kiinda used to the thing le. zzz!!wadever i shall find new one replace. LOL!!

who wanna be my "laogong" pls send me for resume and foto. =X

p/s : don ask me if i wanna find a bf or not cus currently. im not interested in finding a bf unless..............

well anyway. when to zouk yest. manage to smuggled into phuture. but yesterday was boring la. and those guys are so horny can? eeeeeeeeeeeWWW~~ disgusted. im so good yest din drink din enjoy. but still when back early in the morning. =X as i meet jiale go eat then we when to the bedok jetty which is located at ecp. =D super happy cus there's the breeze. =)) if it's other ppl then jiale it'd be GREAT u noe. LOL!! we tok till i bth wannna slp. den he send me home in slow motion. cus there's the hums everywhere. the very moment i when in his car, i fall aslp. HAHAAA!! so pig. and an hour later den i reach home. ==" you see how slow was that. bike take 35min a 2b bike i mean... and a class2 take bout 20 min the most. and a CAR took an hour. lmao. =.="

我真的不知道你到底要什么。

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‚ô• Tuesday, February 26, 2008

when somthing bad is surroundin you. needn't be afraid nor care as something good will be happening soon. =) with few days of lousy days. finally there's some NEWS to share...

I GOT INTO LA-SALLE!! woooOOOOOooooooootttttTTT!!!

somehow. i miss you again.

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‚ô• Monday, February 25, 2008

last thurs was so fun yet un-fun. Went to "play" with sharon ainah "skyjuice" etc. I was real excited before i reach there... and Ainah and I have got some "excitment" before we reach maxwell to meet sharon.

was walking from tanjong paga to maxwell. we was lost.. approach a few paser-by to ask for direction and ended we had to go up some stair which is completly eerie to me. it was just beside a temple.... the stretch of stairs look like leading to a dead end to me. before we went up... I saw some old man... near the stairs as ainah dint took any notice of the stairs, i told her norh u see the old man there... den she say WHERE GOT old man.... (T-T) I freak out a little i stared at her... then look again there wasnt... so... i saw... some living yet unliving things.

phews~!! we yell and laught run pass thru the stretch of stairs that lead to ang siang rd. and i was on the phone with sharon i told her im at ang siang rd she head it ANG ZHANG rd. =.= and when i reach maxwell market called her she was in her car lookin at the map to search for ANG ZHANG RD!! zzz funny lurhs. then i realise that was y she was in the car lookin at mapss. LOL!! when into play. but it was normal jus that some gurls keep staring at me. guess she's interested in mee!! muahahhaaaa!! and then... I went to eat wid ainah then sharon and skyjiuce and one more butcchh when. they came back with aaron. well.. aaron got in and the tix stated GAY!! diiaoS!! cus... that day was... LESBIAN AND GAYS NIGHT!! LOL!! muahahaaa! and i heard the bouncer ask are u a gay. feel like laughing out loud now. =X bla bla bla. went work was so tired and ziling they all still wanted to go clubbing. siao de. =.=! was home slping that very nite. =) sat when out wid cindy we shop shop shop. and then i found i was so broke. =(

who's so good to donate or spon me some. =X opsss!! after that meet carrot to watch Death Note. wasnt really nice. after that I asked carrot ride cindy home while i headed to bq look for sophia eunice jun hui they all. =) then meet jun rong play games wid him and his frwens. cus im bored alone at qb bar. headed to 6am.=) while sophia dislike 6am as some incident happen there before shain't mention here cus... i'm so in luck i wasnt there if not i'd smack that gurl.

had a unpleasant night on sat =( and felt so bad as... i made junrong back to timah just to fetch me home. =X

reach hme 7+ was slping on the bike la. dumb dumb de. =.=!! lucky i sit SP numerous time that i can even jus sit there while the rider ride. LOL!! if not... u all shall visit me in the hospital. =P

removed make up wash up then headed to bed. =) bla bla bla bla... then when to cut my hair... then when town wid cindy at night to change her top and ended due to my mood i tend to buy stuff.. LOL!!after that when home. bla bla bla.

today morning when to work dint really sleep yesterday. i got a feeling sth unpleasent is gonna happen and i am feeling so terrible yest dont bother askin me why. cus i wun say. even i reply i'd say idk. =P unless..... wadever. morning.. otw to work was so irrated by stupiid aaron. @%()@#)^(@_ can? lucky i really not in the mood so... um let's argue few days later give me a break to digest wad been happening ard me at hme. well well.. before i went out the wrk i saw some note on the wall near the lift i know sth was wrong... really wrong. and i went over to read it. i completly know sth will happen.... jus like years back. better dont come back alriite? im so bad. =X but just. i dont need such a parent. disgrace. and dont give me comments unless u know me well alriite. esp that alvis. tmd. told him sth yest say i so bad idiot make me say the incident den he speechless. zzz!! well wadever. i wan move out. urghs. i feeling so troubled dont know if i shuld call my aunt. zzz!!

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‚ô• Sunday, February 24, 2008

I'm freaking sad alriite. thanks ar. I was hoping the whole of yesterday u'll msg me just like before. but you din. and i thought u was wrking. but... u called me middle of 2+ when i said i was at BQ u quickly ended the conversation. and then msg me sorry you're drunk.

nice wan hur. let me know you're not wrkin yet drinking. I dont have any rights to say you but. I'm very disappointed. so only when you're drunk u rem me. so when your are sober where am i? locked in a corner of your unwanted space in ur heart den when u drunk u accidently let me out of that corner? and you said u still love me. treat me as your girl yest you said in your sms. and when we are over. you are the want who completly earse our pic in friendster change the status so fast to single. and then got in touch wid gurls so fast. this is how u love me. MY ASS! u make me veri upset. I was so sad for sophia stuff yest and you got me more upsad. yest i was nearly drunk, but still not yet to the extend like eunice. she already completly dunno wad she was doing. haaa!

Im completely sad to the extend i feel so bad for leaving sophia alone in QB bar while i when to 6am look for jun rong. I'm so freaking fake yesterday. laughing but yet fcukingly sad. dont claim i am yours or you treat me as your girl or wadever when you dont mean anything. you know what. things you do in the past for me was the past it isn't present anymore. I once treasured you. but u never realised it. when im already halfway fine without you you came and mess everything up again jus like thurs. good job. I feel as if im one of those flings you had. next time. dont ever find me when you're drunk. dont make me sad till im drink till almost drunk. and then pretending to be happy when im not at all.

and i might realise you wouldn't read this entry as well. cus you stop caring. what you said was always words. never action anymore. if only you still know me deep in but you dont. just like i dont know you deep in.

p/s: i hate mind games.

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‚ô• Thursday, February 21, 2008

さよなら、エーロンさん。

ignore me.
so i cant feel your existance.
so i wouldn't miss you.

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‚ô• Wednesday, February 20, 2008

i suppose i'm feeling much better though still puke and ..... but not every thingy. =X feeling so disgusted by my entry myself too. ewwww.. anyway for a change.

I MISS CINDY LURHS!! (o'-'o)

muahahaaaa... yest we was like talking online till the fact we wanted to cry. *sigh* feel like clubbing yet dont feel like as well. dont know what i want. =.=!! urghs. but i know sth definate. that is.......

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. I DONT WANT TO WORK T.T

holy shit
how ii hope... ii rich!! sighs*
i'm starting to get more and more impatience already.

我讨厌你!

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‚ô• Monday, February 18, 2008

hasn't been very well ever since the wed i went phuture with ziling sophia and ppl. zzzz. saw jun rong there. was actually alrite perfectly fine till i drank lambo and terquila pop. zzzz was feeling alright jus feel tired. that day the song was bored but still alright quite fun. I cant stand it by the time 3+ aaron and andy came down picked Sophia and me up then send andy home first before we go to timah eat. already starting not feeling so well. then... wait for them finish and headed home.

thursday i woke up feeling a bit of hang over yet it's not hangover. just feel so yucky. =( *sighs* when work, sophia called me while i was at work to sae she feel yucky too. LOL!! she then vomited while still on the line with me... =.=! lunch time was feeling all no strength din eat at all. ... supposingly to meet didi as he's my valentines day date. but... i flew a plane again.

CAN I ASK WHICH OFFICE ON VALENTINES DAY LAU YU SHENG?!! zzzzzzzzzz mine does. and it's like. dUhs! ate a little. then when home. sleep till cindy kiip calling me as celine have "something" for me. which turned out to be a rose?!! and make me walk all the way to lot to collect then back home slp. O(=.=;;)

middle of the night i woke to finish up my portfolio before the interview on fri.. done finally and went back to slp.

fri woke up late and supposingly meeting Sophia to go lasalle together. but... she fly plane she not goiing sch.. so i took a cab down instead. and ... it's so horrible can? not cab waited and dail for a freaking hour till willy saw me. and then he dail for me and mirclousy there's a cab. arrive appromixly 5 min later. then headed to my interview. met kelvin awhile since he was in school. =) and one of my interviewer was his teacher darlia. =.=!! Totally forgotten that Diana and Sametha was in lasalle too. =X

after meeting kel for awhile he got to do his presentation so he left while i am waiting for that edwin to reach. #$)@#%*@$%&@ I dread waiting for people you know? YOU KNOW?!! =( but he's so good can? accompany down to lavender to collect my passport. =D YAY!! I've got a passport now. LET'S GO OUT FAR FAR AND NEVER COME BACK!! i was jus kidding. (:

after that headed to cine while on the way i was like super weak nearly fainted? LOL!! as wadever get in get out so soon. eeeeeeewww!! i puke i shit. gross can?! and i kiip telling ppl esp in frnt of sophia. LOL!! I tink she feel so sick of hearing it already. watch the CJ7 with edwin then headed to Goodwood park hotel for my event at there dispite of feeling sick my quanity of hands dint drop. (: yay!! after the show headed to fareast to buy my mango lingo and got my o2 skin card. (: then sat down and drink while edwin ate. ziling was around far east with xanny as well. so they came to look for me and ed awhile then they lost again. zzz!! when to cine walked a little and edwin send me home then he headed back. and i slept the night again. =X woke up middle of the noon on sat. then return sophia call then *sigh* i dont wanna get out of my house but still got out in the end. when to cine meet sophia and yuki then sophia when to eat again. then actually wanted to go bq already but jun hui they all keep spoiling the plan lurhs. idiot. ended we went to coffee club eat fruit fondue. and when here and there and finally when to club nana to look for yuki and his thai frwens and ............. i keep running to the toilet to viomit the fondues out. =X and you really still can see the colour of the fruits can? not pregnant can. mai siao siao. the fruits is like un-digested finished yet and i puke out. zzz. im so hungry.

after club nana we when to club yang look for jun hui then after that headed to bq qb house. =) went home earli in the morning 6am+ i tink as no more midnight charges for the cabbie when we pay.

slept till 4pm+ woke up saw loads of msgs replied some ignore some. some people are just a waste of msg just like some one called des. fcukin irraiting can? it's like i dont noe you and u msg me once twice i dont reply you shuld noe i dont want to reply yet u keep flooding me. wad the hell go fcuk your ass la if you so bored nth to do. idiot.

lazied awhile on my bed then woke up to bath and went down to meet carrot and headed to bpplaza to eat dinner. ate a little.. slack a little then i puke everything out again. =( reached home play the com till it was way pass midnight then i when to bed.

been days since i actually ate and dint puke or........... =( i seriously think my tummy is spoil. =(

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‚ô• Sunday, February 10, 2008

Friday was a bit of nonsense can? LOL!! my programme was so packed at first then... ened last min changes. I SAW BILIAN!! been ages siince i saw her happy can she found me at dreamer.=)

actually wAs going to catch a movie with carrot at town ot sth since he will be around cck area. =) then the meet me at my hse downstair... AND i brought my bunny along with me. he was so stun can? LOL!! cus i asked him carrot are we going to take a public transport? he say you want to take public transport? then i ask again then? u riding? he say no i'm driving. i was like um okay. then he asked why you wan me ride ar? later you complain hot again!! i was LOL at home.

then i ask again can i bring my bunny along? he says up to you but he though im joking till..... he reach and i call to ask if ziling could come along so....he say okay. then after that i went down met carrot and his brother =) carrot was like Oo cus i was hugging my bunny. LOL!! send carrot brother home then when to chong pang fetch ziling and headed to town watch kung fu dunk. =) actually reach Lento wanted to ask carrot to drive to didi house awhile since is like not even 1km la. LOL!!! ended nvr.

I cam whore while waiting for ziling and while carrot when to the washroom =X

bunny!!

park at the open carpark full of bird shits. ended up after the show went to the carpark... I do stuns again... i opened the wrong car door. LOL!!! then...

birds Shit attack.

so we headed to wash the car. That's the first time I saw how ppl wash it can? zzz!! carrot and ziling was laughing at me all the way la. Shit them. cus i was always trying to avoid when the water was splash on the car. zzzzz!! =(

They took the hose and spray till all shits are gone.

then there's another hose with car wash soap spraying.

Then...it became how the car look like before it was attacked.

When to meredian play pool awhile before we headed to dreamer. (:

Carrot dun dare to park in a open space car park le.

sat was complete madness can? meet edwin and when to ben house, won 10 bucks then after that sophia came and fetch me down to cine as this girl is so lazy to take public transport. =X reach cine. went to kbox. zzzz sigh i dont want sing. LOL!! waste the money la. zzz! after that we headed down to yang club to meet eunice. drank liqour then botu 3 i tink we headed down to dragonfly. =) siiao. there's one guy tapped my shoulder and intro himslf lo. mad. then after that people give me drink. zzzzz. sophia and eunice when to find cheryl while i wated alone zzzz. after that eunice suddenly disappear. zzzzzzzz. ended the day with cheryl losing her mobile phone, Ivan and guys missing 1 k over of money.

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‚ô• Friday, February 08, 2008

CNY eve is the last page of our chapter. it ended after so much stuff.

before going to MOS waiting for donovan friend at Clark Quay MRT

anyway, I went to MOS with ziling, and my korkor frwen and some of ziling SK frwens. was so fun la. but stupid donovan keep coming over. and ziling dont want to see him so we keep running away then enjoy ourself till he came again then we ran again. funny okay. and then met some guys in the club and we stop with them all the way till we cannot make it anymore. ben edwin and their friend. but their fring keep attracting indians la. zzzz. im so racist can? hate indian to the core. smelly. =( so bad of me. LOL!!

The DJ yesterday was like a celebrity everyone is like snapping a picture of him... so as you know monkey see monkey do... I followed as well cause ziling phone no flash. so I turn out to ba a monkey as well (=.=;;) was quite fun.

before ending my post... have you guys/girls saw Indians pregent yet? for guys i meant. well... i manage to snap it.

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DUHS! i know it's lame but look like Indian beauty pagant doesn't it the do pose too. just that they're guy!! (:

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLES!

Loves <3,
Jenny

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‚ô• Tuesday, February 05, 2008

when out after work on sat to meet sophia and Eunice at town. was working around the area of bukit panjang and wanted to walk to take 190... ended up i walk till bpp took the bus.. and I amuse myslf... as........

I TOOK THE WRONG DIRECTION!! =.=!!

then went to the opposite and take reach cine at 11+ then when to change. but still I bought cloths to change again. LOL!! I was so panick as im wear till soooooooo alike with people staying in the mountain. =X obasan

anyway, went down to excustic to drink. been long since i went la. the last time i went was with clifton and guys. meet xin tian at there. We did sth so lame can. Sophia was like practically went to the toilet to hide i suppose la. LOL!! we call casper dwn. LOL!! the friendly ghost.

after that went to idk where look for eunice. wanted to drk again... but the moment we sat dwn and I wanted to drink......... SOPHIA found she lost her phone. so we went up and get out and get back to excoustic then look fanking everywhere but no sight of it. and sophia was like crying like shit la. her make up is like smurging any min . =.= after that no choice we went back to look for eunice at the pub.

when we reach everyone dont really have the mood of it already. jus sat there till dawn and took a cab back.

manage to wake at 10+ to get ready for work. (: after wrk went home and soon to be doze off. muahaha...
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today totally cant wake i suppose im really lack of sleep as i woke up having a headache wanting to sleep but dont want to slp as well if nt i'd have trouble getting to lesson ltr. zzzzz aniway yest wen to XINWANG at marina sqre with carrot to eat. the service was lousy they took my order at 12+ and gave me my order only at 1:20 when i asked bout it. and the table jus opposit me was like order later then me but their order is there already i totally dont get it la. cus im like eating bread like they does but... WHY my order so long and then the wanted to rush me as they're closing at 2. STUPID GEYLANG!! beancurd shop close down already if nt im there eating it happily. SHIT IT!

carrot bike is so HOT!! the exgust pipe is fcuking HOT CAN?! my leg was like bbq-ing already. lucky it din't jus burn up. rofl!! muahahahaa!! but nvm still it's R1!!!!!!!! =D

while on the way home my eye lid was closing very soon and my hand are going to be sore already. but luckily manage to get back before i was ZZZZZZZZ on the bike la. zzzzz

p/s: I've already know you got sth to tell me so jus say then since you decide to speak your mind out to ppl. you can jus say out to me. dun play your mind games anymore, cus i learnt too much to the extend i gave up. trying to let ppl tink that you'll sae this ended up u act as nth happen. i wun take the burdern i'll jus throw every stuff i carry up down. then you'll know it's over.

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