my mood hasn't been gud lately. dun irrate miie okay if nt u'll get e worst attitute u nvr tot of frm miie. Once i sae i duwan see i mean it okay! grrr!! i dunno wad have gotten up wiid miit lately. i feel i'm different. sumhow realli different frm before. i'll tink of the moments we once had and smilz yet another moment i felt so foolish irrated.

urghs!


i found tiis in my hardisk jus nw..


Bottles up inside
Are the words I never said,
The feelings that I hide,
The lines you never read.

You can see it in my eyes,
Read it on my face:
Trapped inside are lies
Of the past I can't replace.
With memories that linger-
Won't seem to go away.
What can't I be happier?
Today's a brand-new day.

Yesteradays are over,
Even though the hurtung's not.
Nothing lasts forever,
I must cherish what I've got.

Don't take my love for granted,
For soon it will be gone-
All you ever wanted
Of the love you thought you'd won.

The hurt I'm feeling now
Won't disappear overnight,
But someway, somehow,
Everything will turn out all right,

No more wishing for the past.
It wasn't meant to be.
It didn't seem to last,
So I have to set him free..

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It look so familar. dun rem where or when i save out or typed it or wad. =.= haa.. lame. zzz!!

28.o7.o7 ]]



wen to wrk at ps... sales over dere was gud ba i shuld sae. well. after wrk mit cheng at ps den we have out so-call dinner den wen to dwn to vivo to mit emily. after miitin emily we wen to find huiyi at forvever 21. ^^ LOL!! i scared her successfully. LOL!!1 haha.. cus i'm kiinda bored =X..hees!! wwoooot~~!!! den we wen to power hse outside mit sharlene. den at there wait for alan, ting and huiyi. ^^ den we headed in.. open a bottle of chivas.. heees.. my fav. =P

oos gt to drk lambo again. LOL!! share wiid emily cus she dun dare drk and her frwens buy for her as a bdae presee. LOL!!

drink a lil we go dance.. and a guy frm carlifornia approached miie and tok to miie... diiaos.. after dat there's tiis two cute and kiinda gud lookin guys.. who change money wid us at e locker he dance wiid mi la.. and tmd. my tube e belt was lyk kiinda out of place. and it actuali kiinda nearli drp.. phew~!! zzz!! diao.. faiint. all weirdo. haaa. nvm them. i enjoy onli a lil. ^^ but ii tink CHENG ENJOY A LOT!! ~.~



we wanted to leave e place at 2. so we2 go back to e table. and wanna go off le.. but.. sum ting cork up.. alan was drunk?!?! -,-" diiaoz! dUhs!



ended up we 3+ 4 den wen back we flagged a cab for cheng and she left first after dat we wen to send alan hme till his lift see hiim up den we wen off . ^^



nice to miit u guys. ^^



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nearli couldnt wake for wrk toddae. but. i did wake. hees.. todae totalli sucks. first there no sale in e afternoon. which already pull my mood dwn. after dat i was COMPLAINED my samsung manager. tmd. ass.!! after dat tiis old naggy old man came in and tok tok tok ask ask ask . and summore i serve Hiim for bout 1hr ++ jus tryiin to tell Hiim U600 i600 ultra 13.9 and 9.8 e function again and again!! and he told mie he did consider and he goes on and on wiid Hiis grumblin. zzz!! HORRIBLE isnt it?! wtf. grrr~!!



i've notice tiis bunch of guys frm fresh imp. they kiip lookin dwn to samsung and kiip waviin to miie. yar?! diao!! ii dun niid any one tellin miie tiis.and there's tiis guy whom i tink he's tgt wid them. he came to my shop and act as if a cust. and ask mi alot bout u600 den hor... u nOe wad? he sae "do u lyk noe e guys upstairs? they're practicly lyk waviin to u. maybe they interested in noeiin u?" WTH la. wan nOe mie come dwn la. wave for wad?! diao! lame ass. HAAA! ops. i'm so bad. =X wakaka.. wave to miie gt use? u tink i'd wave back lyk sum mad ppl? where outside my stall there's passerby, cust, etc. i wun lyk u all THROW FACE~! phew~!

after wrk wen back lot mit zhu to eat my so called dinner den wen hme. ^^
wadd a tiring day!


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damn faith. earli in e mornin already called and kiinda ask qns. bout yest e samsung manager complain de stuff.. if u bloody dun trust mi and tink i'm lyk din wrk at all den dismiss mi. ass. i was nvr been doubt b4 la hOr. bloody shiit. u tink ps is wad basamalam?! or MARKET?! biitch.



urghs. woke up wiid tiis terrible headache and she still call and ask stuff hw gud todae could it be.





monday b l u e s~.

awww... i'm stuppiid.. yest faith called miie.. askin miie if tiis week can wrk ant.. i told her YES!! wth am i doiin. it's lyk .. urghs. totally no tyme to rest.. cus promoter mar.. till 9 i sat goiin clubbing.. den sun habe to wrk again! i'm haviin lost of my mind i tink.


URGHS!! but i'm kiinda lookin forward to sat. but a lil not oso. siian.. tinkin of it make miie feel sick cus i'll need to wake up earli in e mornin go to ps to wrk. maybe can miit huili up. ^^. yiiippy! heees!! dunno hw am i goiin to wake up on mon. zzZZzzZZz. cus will be hme on sun i tink 10+ 11.. zzz!! nt enuff slp... siian! =(

jus saw my schedule book and i'm now kiinda freakiin out le.. plus today i left 15 days to my exam?!! AHHH!!! my exam!! i jus hope it's a nightmare. but it wasnt.. T-T.. haviin no intention to flunk it.. but.. i guess.. hais... how can i even memorise e history of those composer in jus a short tyme? T~T sobsob!!

and then not onli dat i'm feelin unwell again!! wake up dizzy almost fall dwn.. dunno wad's happenin to miie nw. =( T~T sobsob..

i wanted to go club today wid sop or veron at phuture de... but den..nt feelin well. verii long din club le la!! T~T nvm tiis sat i'm sec schOol class mates we are goiin to st james for class gatherin.. wootos~!! =P heh heh !! lalalaAA~~!! YAY!! club club club club!! missed alot of stuff. i missed slackiin at hme needn't wrk.. =X ops!! rubbish miie. haa!! zzZzzZZZZzzzzz.


[;^-^]~

till here,,

i'm late for wrk as usual..

todae is bad day bad day!! hais.. woke up feelin so tired! T~T den wanna walk to wash up dat tyme feel so giddy! ass.. dunno wAd gotten into miie. so dun feel lyk goiin to wrk todae nOrhs.. but den. hais. =( still went in e end.. aniwae. hope todae will be a gud day?!

ltr actualli miitn meiling and peiiyong de.. but i forget i gt piano lesson! so last min have to cancel miitin wid them. siian diiao! aniwae. dat all for nw ba.. *dreamin* haha!!



till here!

recently din update cus siick, lazy and tired!..





It's gettin more and more cold!! T-T maybe it's raining session le.? ohya forget to mention.. i gt a melody head cushion, melody pouch for my costimics though is too small to contain all. LOL!! estimate wrongly. frm aaron! =.= cus he took my reciept and paid it. zzzzz. aniwae. it's SUPER CUTE OKAY!! =P ltr goiin back kranji for GB thingy!... =.= hais am tired..!!

recently been helpin my boss do sum design wrk. no extra pay!! T-T.. siian. hais! =( aniiwae. nw i'm helpin Hiim set up a blog to sell Hiis wallet. zzz.. ugli wallet still wanan sell online to youngster. aiyo! throw my face! =X ops. but he said he's takin in bags as well haben see it so dunno hw it look lyk oso. ^^ haaa! lame miie!

till here _

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i feel so irrated!

I'm sick

i'm wAd i'm. i'm who i am. love mi hate mi is none of my choice. if u wAnna bitch ard pls LOOK at hu u are tryin to biitch wid!! JERK! dare to sae or comment y dun sae right in frnt of miie..! waddever. i aint goiin to let u spoil my mood for e nite.

i'm disappointed in sum1. sum1 hu sae sum day pei him go sum where. but ended up before e day even reach e sum1 told miie another day. which i have plans. and e sum one change it cus he wanan go out wid his frwens and i'm abandon shuldnt sae till so awful. hmm. shall i sae i'm forgotten? HAHA! i finally know. it's my choice and i din regret it jus disappointed. my hopes already when dwn alot alot liao. i'm trying hard nt to let my tears drp nt to let u effect my mood. but u mighty mighty did it. u effected it. i wun change my plans jus to suit ur time. it aint e doin of miie. i adjust alot to u but. all dwn to drain u din understand at all. nt a single bit. NEVER a single bit.

nt gonna have any high hopes in you anymore.

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aniway jus nw noon aaron pei wo go eat lunch. ^^ after dat i wen back to wrk he gave mi a suprise by buyin my fav ding ding tang and place it outside my office. i'm so surpise. okay! kiinda swt?! hmmm. aniwae. wrk wrk wrk. till tyme to knock off den wen hme. dun feel lyk goiin anywhere but zhu wanna mit mi for dinner. i pei Hiim go yewtee and he had his dinner after dat i went Hme.. saw linda caiyun and bing en wid linda jack ruccle dunno hw to spell. bout 9+ aaron came dwn to find miie and gave mi sth. strawberries? heeeS!! -,-"


you brighten up my day today alot. thans. ^^

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i'm started to understand myslf more in ur eyes. so. i'm a gurlz hu lyk to force u to sae stuffs out. sum1 hu alwae continue a fight. sum 1 hu make stuff worst den it is. haaa unbelievable.

mighty miie hur!

haha!


"an idiot means an idiot... u like an idiot den dun kbkp ... knn u say tis but do tat .... WTF man ! "

quoted frm aaron msn! well.

i'm an idot as well maybe. HAHA!! perhaps. aniwae u duwan hear den dun ask mi to sae wen u duwan to hear all those things i'll sae!.







quoted frm sumwhere " e moment u love sum1 u have to accept dat he/she might leave u one day and u've gt to have e courage to let go since u have e courage to take it up"

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tiis is wAd aaron cooked. =.="











lets look at e CHAO TA NUGGET!! see SEE?!?!

LO!!

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anyway.
todae aaron came dwn pei wo for lunch den i went back to wrk and he wen hme. ^^
and today office com has been giving mi a terrible headache. it kiip restart and i din even save it yet!! damn it! kiip doin same ting over and over again.! hurmphs! after wrk mit zhu at lot1 pei Hiim go have Hiis dinner den wen to jiejie hse take my bills.!! diao den wen hme. kiinda moodswing easily todae. i dunno y or due to wad. siian diiao.!

[[ if u dun mean wad u sae dun sae it. ]]

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o7 o7 o7 )

wAs out wid zhu to buy chong chong de present.. went to goldheart lee hua all dat ended up still back to goldheart cus other stall all veri ugli la!! LOL!! we took e wan gt teddy de. ^^ den pei Hiim go shop for cLoths. i din see super nice de den kiip browsin.. den take and let him try try, den after finalli saw one quite nice de. den i took out let Hiim try. ^^ super nice la! den he oso wear le comfy den jiu buy liao. after dat wen there and there den wen hme liao.

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wen wrk le.. mon again!! T-T hw i hop can dun wrk. i wanna slp slp and SLP!! urghs! miited zhu durin lunch cus he off mar.. den pei Hiim eat. den wen back to wrk after wrk wen for my lesson T-T dun lyk tiis teacher much la. =( haiz. den miit aaron. and wen his hse watch show. den he cook la!! nugget chao ta de. LOL!! HAHAHAHAAAA!! post e pic tonight ^^ den he gave mi e purfume i wanted. =) urghs! thanks worh. =D


i'm lookin forward to weekends again. dunno tiis wk niid wrk for samsung ant. hais.

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I'm SUPER PISSED OFF!! maybe it's ridicules of miie angry cus sum 1 jus simply dun understand miie till e extend i can last min change my mind de. waddever la. i'm jus so piss off can could sms miie bla bla bla!! wad ever. pissed off. first tyme ever in my life ppl dun understand miie till tiis extend. claps of Hiim. i dUnnO wad am i pissed off wid or wad. i onli nOe i super pissed off. wAd happen wen disappointment miit anger?!

i dun understand it. i realli dun understand. wAd's e different. i'm disappointed already yet u add miie sth more disappointing. wad can i think?! waddever!! goiin out to watch my wife is gangster 3 ^^ hehee!! tink of it jiu happie le. lalalaaa~~!! =D big wide smilz for every one!!

den after dat st james? diao. >,<>

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did i change? did i change?? hMmmm.. i dunno mabbie a lil barhs. due to the society ard miie. maybe i did change. =.="

aniwae. yest i miit ting at lot after wrk. jus to see her "new" and "unusal" hairstyle. weeet~ i imgine till so super funnie yet.. =.=" it's nt lyk wad i imgine. i tot she gt perm bigbig her hair till it looks lyk ronal macdonal!! LOL!! jus ignore e red hair dat wad i tot she did. =.=

OH YA!! stupid capital land!! idot. cancel it. grrr. sat and sun no extra money liao!! T.T siian! =(

i'm so disappointed okay?!

wed nite again. 3rd tyme liao lo!! qi si wo. waddeveri shaint care bout it le. i wanna go next week if nth goes wrong.. yest wen to cine wid zhu to watch 13:Game of death. tot it suppose to he a horror show but den.. it turn out more of a thriller cum comedy!! lmao. i was there luffin and new puke out my dinner out. cus it's so gross.

aniway. actualli mitin jiejie and mummy de. if i wanna but den they wana go west mall or lot.. zzz i'm bored of there liao.. so.. i fly plane nt realli la cus i nvr cfm oso. HAHA!! zzZZzzZZz.. and then i saw sth at taka!! MIRACLE gt new version liao.. hmmm.. i wan it!! -,-" siian. it smells similar to miracle.. but there's a lil different. hmm well.. waddever. iwan it!! T-T phew~!! my pay is lyk come and go come and go.. zzZzZZz...

and then!! tis fri and sat cancel le.. so i no nid wrk at vivo liao..zzzZzZZzz no extra. siian diiao! (=.=")

KORKOR!! u wanna buy for miie e perfume?! =X ops!!

hmmm... when sth happen dat u dun wan u blame others. when sth happen u dun lyk u dun accept it. when sth jus happen out of e day u give ppl shit. wad tiis? a place for u to leave ur anger or shit? am i sum1 for u to give out anger, or blamin mi?! fcuk la hor. i'm nt sum1 dat can kiip tolerance. there's alwae gt a limit to every thing u cross already i forget cross again i forget nvm. tiis tyme u cross too much way much.

DOES IT EVEN CONCERN MIE!! tellin mi is one thing yet sms mi in a wrong way of saein is another thing. wad does it gt to do wid mi nt happy go find her la. find mi for wad. u tink wad i agent ar help u sae her when i'm nt ard when e thing happen?! pleeasee!! wake up for god sake. if i'm ard i might sae her but i'm nt ard does it even involve mi in e first place oh my fone belongs to mi but doesnt involve mi okay!!

i'm so pissed off.

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i'm disappointed okay?! if u cant do wad u sae. dun sae even if i'm nt happy dun sae u'll do it cus it jus disappoint miie!! =( waddever! shain't care.



TODAE is a new day. TUESDAY. and i woke up wid 2 swallon eyes! siian diiao.. and over slept summore.. T.T aniwae nw already in office le.. hehes!! boss haben cum. zzzzz... siianz.. i'm bored wid my wrkin life.. i wanna shop shop SHOP!!! till i drop one day. hu wanna too? heheS~!! weeet~!! aniway. i'm hungry nw.. T-T anione viewin my blog earli in e mornin wanna buy breakfast for miie? LOLS!! urghs!! 3 more days to sat. LOL!! it's onli tues and i'm so lookin forward to sat!! ^^ heheeheeees~~



ii wanna new shoe new shirt new heels new jeans new wallet and NEW MIIE!! hurmphf!! hehe!!

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