‚ô• Tuesday, June 26, 2007
hell it's so bored over here.. he wen off le leavin mi alone here.. T-T siian.. jus nw while wrkin i fall aslp right in frnt of e com sia. LOL!! hehe!! gud la super gud la can sLp =X ops.. but i guess lyk haben started lidart... hmm i dun tink will so gud.. LOL!! but hu cares for nw.. i'm sLackin..
i dUn feel well.. i dun i dun.. =( siianed.. haiz.. kinda havin a headache jus nw.. better le but i feel hot and cold.. siian. (o.o)//
urghs.. ltr gonna go entertainment buy my fav ding ding tang liao... weeet~!!! YAY~!! T.T sum1 pls help mi.. i'm gettin fater and fatter each day le.. siian.. hu wanna go exercise?! hurmphs!!
perhaps i'm realli tired le.. duwan to listen any more. i've changed. love mi or nt is nt my choice neither hate mi or nt. i cant change e facts. all i can change is myslf. get tis ryte.LOL!! nonsence mi.. ^^
JIEJIE!! I MISS U LA!! ASK MUMMY GO EAT SHIT LA! CAN MIT HIS EX CLASSMATES CANNT MIT US! WTF!! =( hurmphff!! a bunch of idOts! >=(
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‚ô• Monday, June 25, 2007
i'm selfish?
well... maybe. dat y i onli wanted to be wid Him more den anyone else i guess.. HAHA!! when will u realli understand wad've told u? urghs. i'm kiinda having a headache again. i've said i dUn wAn any comments. yet u kiip givin mi and kip irritatin mi wid it wen u nOe it will irritate mi. when will u stop. T-T i nOe i nOe i hurt u. i've said other den sry wAd u wan mi to sae. there's nth to sae. even if i gave u a chance u nOe it. i wun forget hiim yar? so wAd's e point. u sae u'll make mi forget Him. well, wAd e point wen u have to make mi forget and i'll eventually rem Him sum day? sHiity mi and my life. u asked mi to make u hate mi? hw am i suppose to do it wen u dUn feel lyk hatin mi and moreever i dUn hab e talent to do so?! dUhs! aniwae. makin ppl hate mi isnt my choice anyway. love or loath mi is up to u. and i nOe frm a point of tyme u din jus treat mi as nOrmal frwen. i choose to ignore it. cus i dun wiish it to effect our frwenship. i might be selfish.. but wads bout u? u have nO ryte to sae mi if u're one too.!!
i'm super hate my life now NOW!! wAd a life i had. but there's still a part of mi whiich love it. iLOVEmyJIEJIE!! weeeT~!! and my precious didi. LOL!! guess dat wAd i love most ba. nth else le. i'm gettin more and more tired of tis life i'm havin. -,-" diaoz.. it's seem lyk suide. LOL!! SHiity mi and my brains.
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‚ô• Friday, June 22, 2007
wen to sentosa w cindy and ppl. aaron tagg along oso. =.="
and it's nt even fun!! shitty.
aniwae. y shuld he carry ur stuffs for u hur or even carry u. ur face so tHick until u can go ask Him. HAHA!! idOt. and for ur information. i din ask Him carry for mie hur. so dun even sae back mi saein i ask Him carry or wAd. well well. i hate hearin those wrd frm ur mouth. waddever.
after sentosa we bathe at 4 den wen back cus i wAnna go bras brasa print my stuffs. after dat wen hme. ^^
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‚ô• Tuesday, June 19, 2007
wen out wid my baobei cousin to buy sth she wAn... =.=" after dat wen hme and then hme den pei zhu to fajar eat den he send mi to plaza collect my last tyme pay cheque. ^^ but it gt error again!! hurmphs!! siian..
after dat wen hme. den wen to mit jx and aaron at cine. ^^ super miss her la!! so long din see din nOtice so much tHings had happen already. kinda catch up a lil. nt much oso. aniway todae andy last day in sg liao. he flyin to i dUn rem where. and wun be back for e tyme being. after dat wen hme.
reached hme at 1++ and found out my dad lock e door. i couldn't get in =(
my dad open e door for mi but b4 dat kip lecture mi .. T-T i wAnna move out la. but where to go so sudden. haha!! shiity family i gt. zzz
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‚ô• Saturday, June 16, 2007
( 我知道一句对不起是不能迷钸什么‚可是著了对不起我不知该说什么 )
i nOe tis tyme i super hurt u but... i dunno y. it jus... -.-" =(
我只能怪自己‚因为有今天的局面是我的错.
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‚ô• Friday, June 15, 2007
I HATE MYSELF!!
knowin wAds right or wRong i avoided even i nOe it's wRong to take dat step. i regreted nOein all those facts in my <3> i nOe hw much it ment to mi. yet i jus ignore. i hate it i hate it. i dUn even lyk a single bit okay. wAd did i ment to u. i feel so... urghs. i hate u okay! i hate myslf too. y am i so weak. T-T
i can forget wen it's e first mistake. but second. i can forget but i can nvr forgive myslf. for it's my damn fault it happen again. i dun blame u or hu ever. maybe it's jus destiny playin games with mi. maybe.
i nOe it ended. cus i nOe wAddever happen cant be ever undone. nt ever it could be. i'm avioding nw i guess.. i cant take in these stuffs.
(x) all i ever wish was u but nw dat i nOe u'll be gone forever. sum hw i feel i'm jus habin an illusion lyk it nvr happen all before. ]]
M I A
till e day i can smilz back if nt i guess i wun be back.
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‚ô• Wednesday, June 13, 2007
u r nO different! tellin mi last tyme wen i ask u to club on wed. u told mie ur frwens dUn club oon wed. well. so wAd's todae. wed isnt it? ur frwen dUn club so y break le jiu can wed go le. wAd an excuse. go all u lyk for i cared. idot. u give mie such an excuses to nt go last tyme. well done. i'm totally speechless and super angry. dun wish to go wid mi u can jus say. i dun lyk excuses. oh ya. shiity. thurs trainin wed sure they dun wAn go u sae b4. grrrrr... i'm super angry! i dUn nid any comment bout tis.jus feel lyk typin it out. so pls hu ever read dUn ask mi wAd happen nOt give mi comments..!
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‚ô• Tuesday, June 12, 2007
i might dun understand alot of things dat are being said to mi.. but sumtymes... wen ppl sae u u'll reflect. it's human nature ryte..? but wAd bout tHings u dun? everyone gt their limits of tolerence. i cant sae mine was gud. but mine was average already. i'm flirt? hmmm.. do i realli am i in e past or present? hahaaa... nah i dun tink so. well maybe most of my frwen are guys so wAd big deal?! hurmphff..
i wun fight back for myslf. cus wrds dUn come frm my mouth but e wAn hu saes it all. i cant stop wAd u sae. but i believe hw ppl judge mi will frm wAd they see mi as, issnt it? ppl hu hear my name can have different type of emotions. i believe but those hu realli understand mi well will onli have one. they'll nvr hate mi and wun sae mean tHings to mie.. dat wAd i could sae. haha!! XD wAd a nonsence stuff i'm saeing out in my blog.
hate mi or love mi it's up to u all. for i wun ever change. i'm alwaes e same. after dat incident. ^^ u might sae u nOe mi quite well but wAd u nOe is bout mie and nt my feelins, isnt it? u might even tell everyone bout u and mi. never once u tot bout my feelin or hw ppl will tink bout mie. so i'm startin to tink y shuld i too? y shuld i speak back? esp. if ppl nOe mie well wun ask mi do wAd i dUn feel lyk doiin. i dun feel lyk goiin in e first place y ask mi go? wen u nOe i'll give u all sort of reason to stop goiin. haha.. u can treat everything lyk nvr happen b4. and onli take out wen quarrelin w mi i cant okay. i dunno hw to be normal again. for normal doesnt seem ryte anymore. i dunno. urghs!!
i dun care bout tiis matter any way.. i care more bout my eyes. T-T siian diiao.hw am i goiin to go out?!! hais trapped at hme liao. =(
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‚ô• Sunday, June 10, 2007
ytd wen st james.. it's nt fun!! =( song sux's yest.. and e remix veri long la. haiyo. dun lyk goiin club on sat de. siianz. (-,-)..zzZzz
it isnt fun.. T-T nt goiin sat le. nO nO nO. and i met 2 siao de. cus wAnna go change drks mar.. den near e bar there gt one guy sae hello to mie.. den b4 goiin out we was sitin outside e where den another one sae hey to mi. mie and cin tot will have summore sae more and more weird stuffs. --" den so shit lo. i injured myslf cus i trip on my daddy leg den my heels hit my toe.. den it bleed i din nOtice till i saw e floor gt blood stains.. den i feel my toe a lil weird weird feelin i look dwn den i nOtice.. T.T i dUnno hw to react la!! i told them.. eh.. my toe bleedin.. LOL!! diao.. super pain la. nw my toe cannt walk landed super pain... T.T den yest dat benedict siao de. ask mie go yew tee pei Him tok till 6 mad. --" jOnah even best go bq din jio mie.. still sms mi ask mi sLp le mar.. qi si wo. =(!! T.T
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‚ô• Tuesday, June 05, 2007
todae wen to town wid ting, yi and cheng.. ^^ fun la.. super tired.. anyway sth happenin happen la!! so funnie!! woootS~~ mi and ting saw a tube veri nice so we tried.. cus size we try is nt same so can try tgt.. end up.. i sae e tube already is a lil torn i told e person.. she sae nvm de.. guess wad?! gRRRRR!!! i go in haben try wAs goiin to try.. e tube torn la!! i dUnno wad to do other den stuned and tell ting.. she oso stun.. wakaka!! =P happenin la... ^^
saw hazel otw wen i was goiin to hereen.. she was goiin to far east. aniwae.. reach hereen.. den wen to ate our dinner.. den walk abit.. wen to do my clip la!! cus e crystal drp.. and ting sae i dian e guy la!! cus e crystal by ryte is a dollar each mar.. den mine clip drp 3... but he do finish he onli collected a dollar frm mie.. hehehheee!!! den there's tis bunch of guys siao de.. i was w ting mar. den they was lyk saein dUnno mie or ting look familar den sae wAd S.H.E siao la.. lame.! ani way took 2 neoprints todae.. ^^ long tyme din take le.. woots~!

after dat we wen hme.. ^^ mit aaron.. he gave mi a huge surprise la.. he pass mie strawberries!! hehee~!!! super happy. i gt strawberries to at le.. ^^ heess~!!

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i'm tired le.. i'm realli tired of everything le.. i dun feel lyk bloggin any more. it seem so weird sum hw.. i dunno y.. jus weird. =( (T-T)maybe.. i dUnno wAd i wAn either and i cause all those sufferin to ppl ard mie.. yest i wen to zhu hse see vcds. well.. den as usual i fall aslp.. --" diaos!! though e ant SUPER CUTE LA!! but i still fall aslp. dumb mi. =.="aniway.. slp till noon wake up awhile den slp back.. den wake den slp.. wakaka.. i was such a pig todae.. den nixc smsed mie todae. T.T bout e pay.. make mi tink of dat incident..well.. i dunno ba.. =( i fwd ting e sms oso.. it's regardin our cheque dat tyme at ecc de.. few days de.. raymond pass to Him.. peng.. but hope daniu will help us take ba.. i dun realli wish to see nixc. i dun mind takin frm him but.. sumhw. it make mie tink all guys are e same. well.. maybe.. maybe nt.. i'm nt sure either. aniwae.. todae ting first day start wrk. --" i still nua-in at hme.. wakaka!! nw she wrk i nua.. LOL dat tyme i wrk she nua.. =.=" aniwae wed i might be goiin phuture.. !! ^^ well.. hu wanna go?(p/s: i tink sum too personal stuff shuldnt be written on blog ba.. have u tot of my feelings? i'm a human too..hw will ppl think of mie? wanna write personal y dun jus save it instead of postin it out? )frm e moment u let go is e moment dat will nvr be change even if u want to change back it cant or even wan to n0e e actual reason behind it. it's nth anymore. cus i already gave u a chance but u let it go leavin mie deeply hurt. and i'm contend w my life nw.. ^^ and e moments wid u was quite a night mare to mie. even sumtymes is swiit but.. most of all are jus as i said b4 i'm jus a puppet to u at dat very moment. if u wan to nOe e reason y ask ppl to ask y dun ask mie urslf...? i hope u are contented wid wad u have nw. i'm out of u shadow totally, so ppl pls stop askin ler.!! it's e past it's o.v.e.r. cant u all understand. it's over in 2oo6. nw is 2oo7 for g0d sake!!- jennyLabels: aaron koh
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