tOdae wen schOol as usuaL. den wen dOver miit jx to see e shOw lake house. --" diao. on e way there saw jie jie. she seems so stress out. jia you jie. eu can do it dez. dUn tired urslf. ii dunno she will read dao mar. burt nvm. =)

anyway e lake house was quite nice. LOL. pengs first day ii almOst spend finish mOii whole week allowance liao. HAHA. cus we wen to eat piza.. =S AND E NEW PIZA nort nice to eat de. LOL. ji tao... tink of it wan viomit ler. --" LOL... so nan chii. pukes.

bored, tmL still hab lesson. ii feel lyk habiin fever liao... =(


eu realli hate miie dat much diint eu?


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hMmm.. ii jus reach hme. 11:59pm nOw. tOdae as usual burt lesson start at 2 instead of 145. cus mOii teacher gt sumtiingy wRong tink next wk will be as usual back liao. tOdae wen shOppin wiid nicky, aLvis, cLifton and xin ni? ii dUnno hw to spell her name ba. ii dunno her de. --" well wen bugis. AGAIN. LOL. ytd jus wen burt todae wen again.. den is lyk siian. okiie after all. wen sim lim cus nicky wanna buy ii forget wadd fer Hiis studio. den after dat we wen junction walk walk. den wen to Hiis "house" cum studio. at east area. nearby parkway parade. yupp. nice lo. except e part ii tot ii heard wRong tiingy LOL. haha. xia si wo. den after dat we wen to a bar to drk and eat "dinner" LOL. den went back hme ler lo. --" LOL

tmL schOol liao. bored. lor so earli. hais. *tired* exhausted. burt still dun feel lyk slpiin maybe mOii miind kiip tinkin bout sum tiingys. hais. gonna stop fer nw.

OH YA!! wanna sae SORRY TO ALVIS.. cus ii DID SUMTINGY DAMN BAD..=S he nOe wadd can ler. duwanna write here.


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ii HATE mOiislf. ii dUnno wadd ii did was rite choice or a wRong choice. ii help someome to lie. den ii make e person sad. and more of all is ii feel lyk a dumb. cus ii help mOii cousin to act as sum1 whom dun existed. den morever ii make her sad cus her stead was nOrt wadd she tot he was. haiz. ii tot e guy was gud after all. he was oso a jerk. ii dUnno next tyme hw shuld ii pretnd anymore. ii jus feel siick bout it.

tOdae ii wen miit mOii cousin den wen panjang miit e guy. den wen town.. den after dat wen lot 1. den ii realise ii nvr bring e tapz card. --" at first ii called korkor ask Hiim where is he den he told miie at hme.. saded. den ii rem toot toot so ii called Hiim. den take frm Hiim. sia la. HE SAE II WEAR TILL LYK PREGNANT LADY GRRRR!! saded. sobsobsob. gugu oso hab tiis dress.. sobsob den means we two look lyk pregnant lady?!?! hurmpf!! heck Hiim den wen miie and mOii cousin was goin hme frm lot 1 saw e aunty... ii told her dat miie and "Hiim" no more liao. she was lyk abit stunded. hais. dun wan mention. ii oso dunno wadd to sae to her. jus tell her tiis den take poh hong num den we wen ler. at first still was lyk tiinkin wan join nicky, aLvis they all mar. burt tiink tiink duwan barh summore kanna scold liao. =( *bad dae*

ii may be seen to be happie burt no one nOe hw ii realli felt.

ii shuldnt live in e past aniimore.
dat wadd ii kiip tellin mOiislf.
burt wadd did ii show every one.
e opposite.
ii guess.
ii dunno when can ii realli continue wiid mOii life.
wen can ii realli forget eu.
on every lil stars dart shine tonite ii wiish eu will be fiine.
ii'll still wait. mabbie.. or mabbie nort.
ii dunno wadd am ii doiin anymore.ii lost mOii sense of diirection.

tOdae.. ii cant wake.. make py and huili late. feel so bad. ii'm realli sOrwie.. hais. den ii miised one lesson in e morinin cus dat lesson was onli 1 hr. diin manage to reach. onli reach jus e lesson hab finiish. so wen aLex lessOn games delevopment. =.=" so fast hab an assignment liao. saded. sumore mus do such a LAME game. LOLs. heard dat angelia takiin over after sept. gOne case ler sure die de. she lyk dun help out de nOrhs. hurmphf. den ask us tinik ourslf. at least teach us la. pengS!! den hOrs after aLex lesson gt dvp. ii dUn reali lyk. ii dUn enjoy cus of sum reason. nOrt realli happie wiid the tiingy dart gOiin on tOdae. jus sucks. ii tink advance 3d dOiin aLone cus we tink aLone is e better choice. hees. den after dat wen hme ler. saw toot toot jus nOw.. LOLs. den he sae i yue lai yue xiang ah lian liao. gRRRR.. ii hab mar ii hab mar?? siian diiao!! tmL gOnna act a "shOw" liao peng. ii scare sae wRong tiingy sia. heck barh siince nORt mOii pro. den goiin town LOL shuld be barhs. most probably.

ii'm still waitin waitin fer Hiis reply on y del miie. anyway ii doubt he'll reply. so ii diin gt mOii hopes up high jus in case ii fall frm e sky again. AND IT HURTS!!

hMmm,, tOdae woke up at 10 plus. >.<>.<>

on e way to schOol ii was lyk askin py and hl will mr [[dunno hw to spell..]] release earli de mar. den they oso dUnno. den ii sae better he 1hr release us ler. =S den end up realli about 1 hr!! diiao..so zhun.. LOL den wen back ler. was lyk still earli mar. so ii called mOii cousin see she wan miit mar. ended marcus call miie. ask miie wan miit bo burt too bad. =P!! ii duwan. hahaa. den ii miit mOii cousin at lot. we wen mac. ii eat again. grrr goiin be FAT FAT liao. >.<>

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hais. tOdae wen schOol as usual.. den pe mar. miie py and hx nvr pe. we sit dwn tok lo. LOL. den height and weight tOdae. hais. tot will heavy damn lots burt end up no leii. den wen lesson den mr dUnno wad canceled e lesson if nOrt den ii tiink ii sure cannt survive de. actual lesson tOdae is till 6 de. low morale.. =( burt mr dUnno wad cancel!! =D hehe.. den wen lot1 miit ciindy cus she wan eat mar. wen ii was reachiin she ask miie faster cus she sae baby at ljs. den he rush miie. den ii sort of walk damn fast dwn lo. -.-" gan dong barhs? hehe. den saw baby. den ciindy rush hiim eat fast fast cus ii wan sit e cushioned place mar. LOL. den he put e salad into hiis mouth,, HAHA.. den we sat dwn and she eat. after eatiin wen loiter ard again. kiinda bored bout lot1 ler. ii was alwae bored there. burt as usual kept quiet about it. =S siince no where to go. kns. ii berii jealous y she gt stead ler ii still dun hab. y y y !!! nvm wadd ever ii dun niid one anyway. hais. den reach hme about 7+ den wen log in friendster as usual. and sumtiingy caught mOii eye.. "Hiis" foto. on e place where who viewed miie. pengz. siince he view miie go ii view back lo. dUnno he iissit wan let miie nOe "he" deleted miie frm there de mar. so ii pm Hiim there. tiink he wun reply oso de barhs. nvm. siince he lidart den ii lidart oso. ii cant be disapointed de. nv. ren yao qi wo. wo bu qi.


y mus it be like tiis neh? ii dun lyk tiis realli dun. ii sumhw cant take it anymore. ii guess soon ii will cannot take it. every tyme ii tried all mOii every best sum1 or sumtiingy will remind miie. haiz.


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tOdae lim de lesson ii dose off lo. cus was lyk so bored. siian diiao. dun lyk advance 3d. thought is better den 3d itslf. more effects and see ler more nice. still dUn lyk it burt it's better den 3d. HAHA..den next wk gt wadd team buildiin go kranji there for dragon boat. ii wan play. burt tiink tink will same as last tyme.. ii siian diiao ler nOrhs.. haiz. camp ii miiss them!! =S

jus nw sort of tok to jason sim in msn den asked him sumtiingy and ii actualli still dun realli understand. mabbie it niid tyme to even understand barhs..haiz. ii realli hOpe ii can be as strong lyk wadd rebecca hab sae. though tiinkin will nt stop burt ii realli hope it will. cus tiinkin d0esnt help. haiz..


any way dats so far for todae barhs. and pls help to vote num 408
http://www.changiairport.com/changi/en/others/peoples_choice_gallery.html
thans ppl. dat mOii teacher de wrk. =)

nw in class e fahima lesson PP de. siian diiao. haben start lesson. jus nw otw ii saw e blone guy frm lot1 arcade. --" *stuned* hais. LOLs..

ii wonder d0esnt he feel tired jus treatiin miie lidart. thought he diin do anytiingy to miie. burt he did sumtiing. d0esnt he feel tired? ii'm lyk damn tired bout e tiingy he so call did barhs. though it doesnt concern miie burt it sumhw involve miie in it. ii dun lyk wadd he's doiin,, e way he is treatiin miie ii dUn lyk. no one will. hais.

ii sumhw feel dwn again. cus ii accidently saw sumtiing. hais. ii dUnno wadd to do. shuldnt let it effect miie de. burt. ii cant help it burt sad.. hais.

y mus ii so itchy hand. whywhywhy!!

hmm.. tOdae 1st dae of school. siian diiao dun realli feel lyk goiin schOol burt ii wen. saw mOii new tymetable.. AHHH wth.. all till 5 or 6 de. haiz. hOpes tiis tyme table will change lo. ii duwan so late end. avp startiin liao... haiz. siian. ii dun realli interested in dat module summore still comb wiid advance 3d. AHHH!! headache. y will lidart. den pe is nOrt 1 hr liao is 1 1/2 hr. gRRRR. wadd has happen. y so long de.. >,<
haiz.

den waited ferr pe so long end up mary sae change to wed summroe is tiis wed start lo. grrr. y nt start tiis wk we waited so long.!! humpf.!! haiz. den after schOol otw back gugu ask miie wan miit go eat mar. so ii miit her lor. wait ferr her at ctrl station den ii was lyk stonin there wOnderin shuld ii sms any1.. LOL tinkin den suddenli HEARD sum1 shout WAWA!! peng so ps sia. - -" den we wen ljs eat den walk abit den wen hme ler.

oh ya HAPPIE BURFDAE TO MEILING!!

den reach hme kiinda stare in e space den was lyk woken by a sms frm jx. sae wadd she bought a bikini ferr miie?!?! HUH?!?! zah bo wadd eu tokiin. - -" ii blur diao.


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o7:29pm

hMmm,, tOdae woke up earli earli lor. lackiin of slp ler.. actualli e sms daddy replied woke miie up. burt ii kiip dun feel lyk wakiin dragiin den wen ii wake call daddy ler. den tok abit den ii jus cant help tiinkin too much.. hais..den we hung up den shaun called miie (- -") make miie wonder ard e past again.. we are fated to b or even hope we are frwens. ii nOe it's mOii fault nt giibin "Hiim" explain everytyme burt can ii help it. wen eu angry of cus dun wan ppl disturb eu awhile de mar. burt.. hais. nvm 4gt it.. dun tink dun tink shuldnt tiink so much.

anyway wen lesson as usual.. den wen to miit cynthia cus she ask miie accompany her take her fOne den ytd veron wan miit miie mar. so ii msg her ask her she where. den at first goiin town de mar. den end up change plan we went cwp den wen back lot1 loiter awhile den wen off ler. haiz. hMmm.. so earli reach hme todae. den jx and cynthia wen off earlier cus dunno y den miie and veron walk awhile more den wen ler oso. siince nth to do.

ii dUnno if ii can ever forget Hiim. ii dUnno if ii can realli get use to e emptiness and wen ppl tok about "hiim". ii dUnno wadd shuld ii react. ii realli dunno hw. ii realli dun. ii jus realli hope ii can jus stop it. he can jus leave mOii mind. haiz.


ii am realli tryin verii hard ler y mus there still be sum1 dat remind miie of "Hiim"
makiin miie kiip drownin in e past..


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o9:29

hMmm,, tOdae woke up earli earli lor. lackiin of slp ler.. actualli e sms daddy replied woke miie up. burt ii kiip dun feel lyk wakiin dragiin den wen ii wake call daddy ler. den tok abit den ii jus cant help tiinkin too much.. hais..den we hung up den shaun called miie (- -") make miie wonder ard e past again.. we are fated to b or even hope we are frwens. ii nOe it's mOii fault nt giibin "Hiim" explain everytyme burt can ii help it. wen eu angry of cus dun wan ppl disturb eu awhile de mar. burt.. hais. nvm 4gt it.. dun tink dun tink shuldnt tiink so much.

anyway wen lesson as usual.. den wen to miit cynthia cus she ask miie accompany her take her fOne den ytd veron wan miit miie mar. so ii msg her ask her she where. den at first goiin town de mar. den end up change plan we went cwp den wen back lot1 loiter awhile den wen off ler. haiz. hMmm.. so earli reach hme todae. den jx and cynthia wen off earlier cus dunno y den miie and veron walk awhile more den wen ler oso. siince nth to do.

ii dUnno if ii can ever forget Hiim. ii dUnno if ii can realli get use to e emptiness and wen ppl tok about "hiim". ii dUnno wadd shuld ii react. ii realli dunno hw. ii realli dun. ii jus realli hope ii can jus stop it. he can jus leave mOii mind. haiz.


ii am realli tryin verii hard ler y mus there still be sum1 dat remind miie of "Hiim"
makiin miie kiip drownin in e past..

tOdae wen sentosa wiid daddy jia xin and gugu. den hOr. kiinda piiss out cus miie and gugu wann pushdaddy dwn mar den daddy den dump miie dwn e water!! grr den mOii leg bcum reddish..
=( den we saw a gay couple oso still kiiss in frnt of miie so gross,, ji tao took their fOto oso hahas.. den sum one wan mOii num at sentosa. diiao dun dare cum take frm miie. den ii duwan giib HAHA. too bad. xP. den miie and jx gt a lil bad bully small lil kiid. nO choice ii hab to dO sumtiingy to get hiim out of mOii mind realli hab to...

well any way we wen miit gu zhang after we wen to e beach ard 7+ barhs/ den go back to harbour frnt together. den miie and jx wen lot1 den daddy wen hme gugu and gu zhang wen eat. den miie and jx BROKE A RECORD. we eat onli 15 min..HAHA` den wen arcade play. den sum 1 wan mOii num ask hiis frwen take den ii ask Hiim ask e person take frm miie. kns. ii dUn lyk ppl help ppL take de. (-.-") den end up is sum1 ii din even guess will wan mOii num... "hiis" frwen.. ii stuned lor. jx ii tiink oso stuned wen nOe is hu wan de. any way siince is "his" frwen so ii giib. nO harm barhs. but ii told hiim dun any hw giib ppl mOii num he tot ii duwan let "him" nOe my num.. diiaoz. ii rather "he" wan nOe mOii num den "he" dUn care bout any tiingy anymore.

den miie and jx wen play para para. den a gurl call joan wan our num.. diao >.<" den nvm awhile later dUnno hu wan mOii num again. tmd all ask ppl ask ferr mOii num, as if ii so scary lidart =S LOLs. any way kiinda xia si ler dat tyme aLot ah pek look at miie nOw alot ppl wan mOii num, xia si ren ler la. -.-" .. den ii hang out at lot 1 till 11++ den wen hme liao.

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jus nw wen back to kranji wiid wei xian actualli ii kiinda hab high mood on it. burt jus reach e sch ji tao ii already hab a lil no mood anymore. hais.. saw last tyme cLass de bang xiong sharlene poh hau xiong yao emily jason eeyong hao zhi peter liza zalikha. kiinda miiss e old tymes though dere up and dwn and hatre here and there burt ii still miis those tymes wiid them. diin see shu cheng, yi ting and fiinally last burt nt least jess. sort of saw hui yi cus she dUnno walk to lot mar. --"

ii tiink back was lyk we realli foolish nOrhs.. --"

ii realli do miis those tymes.. at bball court at foryer at library at void deck at play ground in cLass in school.

moreever ii miis those tyme w cynthia and yvonne where so carefree. nth stands in btwn. nO wOrries nth. miiss those tyme wiid jie jie oso. burt ii feel lyk we driftiin liao. ever siince dart tyme. ii tiinkin if tyme can reverse will ii still miit hiim. wadd will ii be nw leii..--"

aLot sae once eu cry out every tiingy will be fine. wtshit. ii cried and cried. burt ii still stuck in tiis startiin pt. if realli can ii rather cried till ii blind..


wawaGONED-
11:15pm

jus nw wen back to kranji wiid wei xian actualli ii kiinda hab high mood on it. burt jus reach e sch ji tao ii already hab a lil no mood anymore. hais.. saw last tyme cLass de bang xiong sharlene poh hau xiong yao emily jason eeyong hao zhi peter liza zalikha. kiinda miiss e old tymes though dere up and dwn and hatre here and there burt ii still miis those tymes wiid them. diin see shu cheng, yi ting and fiinally last burt nt least jess. sort of saw hui yi cus she dUnno walk to lot mar. --"

ii tiink back was lyk we realli foolish nOrhs.. --"

ii realli do miis those tymes.. at bball court at foryer at library at void deck at play ground in cLass in school.

moreever ii miis those tyme w cynthia and yvonne where so carefree. nth stands in btwn. nO wOrries nth. miiss those tyme wiid jie jie oso. burt ii feel lyk we driftiin liao. ever siince dart tyme. ii tiinkin if tyme can reverse will ii still miit hiim. wadd will ii be nw leii..--"

aLot sae once eu cry out every tiingy will be fine. wtshit. ii cried and cried. burt ii still stuck in tiis startiin pt. if realli can ii rather cried till ii blind..


wawaGONED-
11:15pm

jus nw wen back to kranji wiid wei xian actualli ii kiinda hab high mood on it. burt jus reach e sch ji tao ii already hab a lil no mood anymore. hais.. saw last tyme cLass de bang xiong sharlene poh hau xiong yao emily jason eeyong hao zhi peter liza zalikha. kiinda miiss e old tymes though dere up and dwn and hatre here and there burt ii still miis those tymes wiid them. diin see shu cheng, yi ting and fiinally last burt nt least jess. sort of saw hui yi cus she dUnno walk to lot mar. --"

ii tiink back was lyk we realli foolish nOrhs.. --"

ii realli do miis those tymes.. at bball court at foryer at library at void deck at play ground in cLass in school.

moreever ii miis those tyme w cynthia and yvonne where so carefree. nth stands in btwn. nO wOrries nth. miiss those tyme wiid jie jie oso. burt ii feel lyk we driftiin liao. ever siince dart tyme. ii tiinkin if tyme can reverse will ii still miit hiim. wadd will ii be nw leii..--"

aLot sae once eu cry out every tiingy will be fine. wtshit. ii cried and cried. burt ii still stuck in tiis startiin pt. if realli can ii rather cried till ii blind..

ii realli dUn wan rem realli dun wan nOe. burt y dO ppl tell miie. hai. ii reallie hope it's nth de. been daes since ii was told. hai. am ii realli so hateful to hiim... ii realli dunno. all ii ever wan was us to still be frwens. ii told hiim on e dae. and he told moii daddy sumtiingy else. morever ii'm told wiid tiis tiing ii sumhw feel lyk ii cannot stand it anymore. feel lyk cryiin. haiz. it's lyk ii kiip return to e main pt jus lyk yrs back b4 every tiing started..

ii dUnno y ii stilL cared so much. sumhw ii hope he will sms miie. or even tok to miie in msn. ii knew ii had to make e fyrst move burt ii knew e ans ii nOe no matter wadd he wun reply and ii'd spoil his mood. ii nOe he can hate ppl ferr yrs. ii dunno y he cant turn his hate into nth. cus ii dunno y he hate miie. daddy oso dunno ii ask ask and asked. he told miie he wan to nOe oso. cus he sae he diin tiink ii did sumtiing wRong. mabbie was mOii selfishness dart dae barhs, ii dunno oso. ii kiip guessin and guessin. dat tyme ii apologise usiin jie fone ler. burt ii told hiim it was miie hu ask jiejie sms de instead of miie sms de. cus ii noe if ii sms de hua he wun ever reply. ii realli afraid. ii told nicole once ii free wen schOol reopen ii will go fiind her at simei. nw deres a prob ler. wadd if ii see him wad shuld ii do. hais.burt ii afraid of nOein sumtiingy else. ii afraid to see sumtiing ii nvr wan to see. hais.

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o4:28pm

tired!! jus reach hme, *yawn. stupiid sue. brin miie dere diin brin miie back..--" make miie take bus till wan viomit.!! gRRRR. den hor summore todae stupiid de ii tot gt show dart y ii sae free. she briing miie go sell pri sch pe attire!! --" wth!! LAME lo haiyoz

ltr dUnno wan go fd nite mar. so tiired now. hurm. and dat jia xiin best..LOL diin wake miie up. dUhs!! lucky iingt set alarm or shuld sae lucky todae jason teo msg miie ask miie goiin toniite mar. jus nice kiinda woke miie up le. pengz. if nt ii cant wake liao.HAAs//

diao dUnno jie jie ggiin mar. dOggie they all oso haben cfm. --" siian diiaos.

hai. tOdae wen miit gugu cus at first is wanna go watch stay aLive wiid py burt den hOr. e shOw haben start dUnno y e net put start ler.. diao den wen miit gugu dat tyme hOr ii walk mar. den pass e road a lorry inside gt one uncLe freak miie out lor he unwind e window den shout to miie can giib miie eu num eu veruu cute. GRRRR... ii nvr buah ba cus e whOle road onli hab miie.. gRRRR... stupid den reach lot 1 gugu haben reach mar den ii wen lot loilter moiislf lo. den a ii tink a protenial ppL ask mOii num.. wah lao dO ii lOok so old. y all age grp so big de ask ferr mOii num... *sad*

den saw korkor he sms miie mar. lol. den fiind hiim awhile while waitin ferr gugu, veron and her bf dUnno wadd name..>.< heees den wen bugis and orchard.. bought a so call dress.. =) den wen back to lot ler. den all wan go hme ler mar. so wen hme oso on e way back tiink clifton use nicky num call miie ask miie eat ler mar. wan eat diinner bO. cus they two haben eat sia, den ii reach hme saw mOii mum buy ler.. --" so nvr go wiid them

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haiz. ii'm BAD. ii put aeroplane again.. ytd sae hao peii Hiim eat de. burt todae last min tell Hiim ii duwan go wiid dem ler. (-.-") tiired,, den at hme slp.=X

why mus ii dream bout eu. why mus ii miss eu. why why why!! hais. ii realli dUnno why. ii tot ii will forgoten soon. yet everytiingy jus came back. lyk it jus happen ytd. haiz. ii dun lyk tiis ii've been tryiin so hard yet it came back. ii realli dUnno wadd to do ler.

*e days we been thru frm sec till e day we started till e dae we ended. ii cant forget. ii dun understand y human niid memory. wen memory isnt all happie. ii can fOrget everytiingy but nt eu. ii dun even tiink eu rem barhs. ii dun even tiink eu still read mOii blog. HAHA. ii'm foolish to even hope eu still read. ii still rem thoose wrd eu once sae those tiingy eu once did. those memoriies which ii dun wiish to rem anymore.cus eu already dun belong to miie anymore. not even frwens. can fOrgetiin tiings be so difficult..


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ytd whOle night nvr slp nOrhs. cant slp. den ii 6 plus was lyk till tossiin here and there stariin at e celing [ dUnno hw to spell] den kiinda pek cheak ii wake up play e piano..HAHA. dUnno gt ppL xia dao anOt... xP den play till siian ler read comic till ii KO ard 9 LOL. den slp marc call miie ii kup tiink so. den sue call miie. ask miie fri can help her dO show mar. (--") den ii blur blur tell her dUnno tmL den cfm wiid her. den ii slp back again. den woken up by cynthia again.. HAHA. she ask miie wan go out mar. LOL ii ji tao wake ler. =X cus ii bored to death ler if still duwan go out. =P den gO bath and wen miit her at dwnstair. den wen jurOng pt. walk around den she saw a shirt nice de. burt nO size another she lyk de bUrt dUn suit her. diiao//

den fiinish walkiin jUrong pt was lyk onli 1 hr lidart haiyo.. den we went to sweet talk buy e Honey dew sago drk mar. NORT NICE de. dUn hab hOneydew inside de. den e green green tiingy dUnno wadd sO mani sia. gRRRR.. make miie yue her yue ke.!! den took bus wen back lot 1.in e bus a woman tiink siing opera or wadd de siing lo.. den so high pitch ii tot ii hear wRong de ask cynthia gt hear mar she diin nOtice den suddenli we hear again tiis tyme she heard. LOL ended up was e gurl sit beside miie siing de. (^^,) den we kiip luffiin..

wen reach lot1 we walk about. den went arcade play. long siince ii ever step in ler nOrhs. tiink frm march ii nvr step in ler. haiz. nO ppL de. so quiet. play till card broke den wen walk a lil more. den wen pasamalam den wen hme ler. aiyo.. siian diiao ii at pasamalam bought a new HP casiin mar. cus e old de SPOIL!! cus ii kiip drp. den e uncle was lyk flirtiin lo. den still wan mOii num. nvr LOOK in e mirror sia. gRRRR.. miie and cynthia dUnno shuld luff of wadd sia. (--")


it'd been such a long tyme.

wawaGONED-
10:59pm

*yawn* nOrt enuff slp again. slp in e mOrnin ytd. lol any way todae wen to lot1 barhs cus daddy wanna play fun fair..LOLs. den gugu and miie peii Hiim go there lo. bought a jacket. =D.. den daddy play wiid gugu de mei mei and frwens. den sum1 de $1 drop sia. LOLs.. miie and gugu stuned sia la.den a guy took away LOL. haha.cus non wan take mar. y dUn drp more. if mORe miie and gugu sure take den buy tiingy de...haha..

den hOr. after dat wen lot1 walk abit den go hme liao. ii wan mOii comic which ii fOrget to buy jus nw.. sad.. =*( den while walkiin hme saw hOrng yunn and shu ming they all. =D


end here barhs.

wake up late as usuaL..!! LOLS..den woke up see e tyme.. left 2 hr at hme de mus go out miit jEff ler. cus he miit miie mar. booked miie frm last wk ler. WAHAHAHS`` =S den took train to town. and wen ii in train dat tyme gOrt two guy kiip guessin where ii goiin sia. so angry ii aLmost wanna tell them dat nt their business!! miit Hiim at wheelock place den wen eat at dunno where. nvr go b4. LOL. den actualli wanna go see movie burt all FULL.. LOLs. den hOr he wen see Hiis snow cap den he bought a white de.. diiaos. vain sia. OH YA kiinda got a car accident at nearby. jus directly on e road where we dine. LOLs.ii mean he saw it while lookin dwn ward to e road den told miie den ii nOe de.

LOL.

den go hme liao. >.<


TOWN IS SO BORED!!

wawaGONED-
10:47pm

hMmm,, as usual cant slp last nyte. ii offline verii earli liao. try slpin but till 6 ii still so awake.. [--,] siian diiao den todae gt lesson cus mOii lao shi change e date. den sun dun hab. next wk dUnno is wen sia. HAHAHA!!

den horng yunn jio miie go eat lunch but ii ate liao too bad. LOL den ii miit hOrng yunn, jian yao and shu ming they eat miie look. HAHA. den sae jia li at long john diaos. LOL. den bayang cum pass miie e bill. finalli recieve liao. last mth nvr recieve tiink bayang mum tear away cus tiis mth de nearli got tear. burt bayang saw it in tyme. =) tmL will be goiin pay. mus rem mus rem. LOLs.

nw tokiin wiid gugu in msn nw. make miie tiink back aLot aLot of tiingy. suddenli ii feel lyk ii miiss out sumtiingy in mOii life nw. e smilz ii used to hab. den ytd ii gOrt wen back to mOii OD again to read. LOL. den ii miss dae wiid Hiim. daes wid herr. daes ii used to hab. most of all ii miiss mOii jiejie, mummy, jiaxin, samuel. =D !!

wawaGONED-
o6:11pm

hMmm,, i'm wOnderiin y dO ii update way past midnights. hais. tOdae woke late as usual. actualli ii felt bad cus ii put clifton n kenneth plane. cus ytd sae wan go. ended up nvr go. ii slp at hme slpiin ii diin realise e tyme oso. till huili call miie ask passwrd tiing. den hang ler ii saw kenneth msg. saein miit 1.30 diao. and e tyme is 12++ liao den ii msg Hiim sae ii nOrt gOiin ler. ii slpiin. sry wOrhs. (+.+)

anyway fall back aslp cus ytd 6+ den slp de. ii oso dUnno hw ii slp de. -,-" cus actualli cant slp den was lyk msgiin wiid aLvis den waitin ferr mOii kor de reply. =X ended ii slp ler. =S den ii nearli wOke late again cus ii miitin jx mar at usuaL place siince she nOrt holidae liao. [._."] den hOr. and is sum msg woke miie up de. if nORt ii conti slp liao.=X HAHA.

wen tOwn den walkin ard rotiin. cus we frm bugis walk to orchard..HAHA. den todae we seems to see ALOT of lesb. all jx saw first de. den wen we at bugis while jx plaeiin arcade e dUnno wadd game. ii wanna try mar,, burt kiip hit mOii finger verii PAIN. grrr shuldnt even put e med. hais. serve miie rite!! den a guy wan mOii num sia. LOOK so old!! eeee.. =X ops. nO choice ar. take num de all nOrt gud de. so mus see lOoks xP. burt ii diin gib. haiz. actualli tired of all tiis thingy liao. eversiince after hiim. ii'm tired of everytiingy

LOL. den in train wen goiin back hme dat tyme a guy kneel dwn in frnt of miie tokiin to his mum ii tiink so. den seems lyk proposiin sia.HAHAHA!! den saw rahul in train oso. tot will hab ppl accompany miie take e same bus hme. burt he alighted at yew tee. HAIZ!! dat bout all ler barhs.


hw cum ii nOe such a petty person.. ii dun gt it. wadd e use? everyone nOes. ii hate most is eu DEL it. does it make any difference kiipin it? hais.

wawaGONED-
3:14am

YAY!! mOii GPA diin drp..HAHA!!

hMmm,, tOdae woke up late as usual.. den jus wake eat mOii so-called breakfast liao bath ler. den ii hear mOii fOne rang callin frm nicky. den gt one miss call by aLvis and a msg frm aLvis oso. diiao. they jio miie go eat sia. den ii jus ATE. diao. so nvm siince ii gt nth better to dO so ii wen wiid them they reach mOii hse below bout 6:30.. den we wen cLifton hse wait ferr Hiim cus he haben okiie cus HE WAS STILL DOIIN HIS BLOG?!?! dUh!! be4 ii slp he was oso dOiin ii wOke ler he still dOiin dUhs!! enthu sia. HAHA. den at his hse saw 3 DOGS!!! 2 huge one and a lil wan.. all shiO cute.. =D hahaS`

den bout 7 near 8 we left barhs. den wen yew tee.. cus he niid to redrw money frm e credit card.? if ii nvr rem wRong burt e atm dere cannot. so they tot of gOiin timah eat. burt ended up drive near there ler aLvis sae wanna watch SUPERMAN den they turn back. dUhs!! ii duwan watch de. burt end up watch wiid them pEngZ e startiin so boriin and e intro part was lyk wastiin tyme ferr bout 2-3 min ii guess.. den throughout e show ii wan go toilet burt dUnno where was e toilet. den bout half of e SHOW ii realli cannot stand it ler. LOL. den ii walk wRong sia. den go to e cinema cum out there.. HAHA ppL was lyk lOokin y did ii walk in. >.<>


wawaGONED-
o2:15am

Blogged @ 1:41:00 AM

stupid ii cant slp again.. ii feel lyk tryiin e pill daddy gib de he sae can slp de. gugu oso eat dat cus she back pain..HAHA old ler mar..=X ops!! they sae e pill verii strong sure can slp de. but ii see ler abit duwan even try e pill liao see liao siian liao. blue and white dUh. =.=" DADDY!! ii duwan eat e pill..!! lOok so scary panadOl is even better nOrhs.. burt too bad panadOl is even nOrt wrkiin anymore..-,-" dUhs!!

so mani prOblem nw adaes. y baby lidart de. ii hate Hiim la. fcukiin shit. alwae dO tiis to gugu lucky gugu nOrt sO stupiid tiis tyme round liiao. =D gRRR..


sumhw ii tiink mOii brain gOnna stop wrkiin one dae..

wawaGONED-
4:31am

ii had a weird drm todae. ii dUnno y ii gOrt dart drm. ppL sae e drm eu can rem tellin eu sumtiing burt ii dun get it. ii oso dun feel lyk tinkin wadd's it bout. any way tOdae diin went out. gRRR ii goiin bored to death ler. ii wan fiind sumtingy to d0. hu gt any part-time job intro?!! wanna mad soon..

tOdae wen lesson as usual.. den wen hme. was lyk tired. actualli wanna slp de. burt jeff ask miie wan go out mar. den ii nO money liiao so duwan go out plus ii wanna go out tis wk de so dun wan go out todae. LOL. den was lyk wanna go slp ler. den aLvis msged miie. tOt they wen msia ler burt ended up nicky they all change plan so diin wen. clift and nicky wen ktv wiid dUnno hu la while aLvis rOt at hme barhs.!! LOLs.

den chated wiid mOii frwen in msn. den after dart aLvis sOrt of lecture miie barhs. burt WRONG TIMING. he make e hurt cum back totalli again. ii was lyk already sLowiin past it ler. burt it jus came back.. and aLvis. nOrt ii duwan to forget is DIFFICULT. eu urslf shuld nOe barhs. ii realli nO niid ppL telliin miie all over again dart ii shuldnt be sad animore. cus cant eu all see ii'm tryin? cant eu all see ii niid tyme. ii've lyk Hiim ever siince ii was still in sec. eversiince he was mOii kor. ever siince he jio miie out.. hw am ii gOiing to forget all in jus 2 mth? ii nOe ii'm STUPID ii'm FOOLISH ii kiip makiin ppL wan lecture miie. ii nOe ii'm nOrt dat gurl eu all once nOe. ii oso wiished to go back ar. ii oso duwan lidart ar. burt tyme cant turn back. if it can. ii wun choose tiis path. ii rather nOrt nOe stay contact. rather nOt fall ferr him ii rather stay jus myslf den nw.ii'm nOrt regretiin burt ii'm tiired of every tiingy.

wei lun, wei Hong they all oso sae ii change le. ii oso duwan ar. ii once love mOiislf. nOw ii HATE mOiislf. ii nOe ii was once a cheerful gurl oso but nw ii'm nOrt anymore. smilz are jus a nOrmal tiingy to see in miie burt nw. its rare. it hard to even smilz. ii'm smilin jus ferr e sake of smilin and nOrt cus ii wanted to smile. ii once see tiing in another way where hate rarely occur but nw ii cant even see tiis way ler. ii jus hate life ii hate everytiing.

stop lecturiin miie pls//



wawaGONED-
o6:53

tOdae was e 2 mth after e break-up. yep. diin manage to slpfrm ytd till todae. den hORs. wen sentosa wiid daddy, gugu, gu zhang and one of gu zhang frwen. ii was lyk so DULAN! dun lyk waitin ferr ppls de nOrhs!! gRRRR!! diin realli enjoy it cus of sum reason, more of it was pers0nal reasOn. mabbie too much memories ler.. seems too be in pain there. ii diin see any stars hais. we left earli nOrhs. fyrst tyme ii so earli go hme frm sentosa. GRRR!! den wen lot 1 wiid daddy to eat at fyrst is wiid gugu oso de. but ended up.. dun wan to mention.

den after gOiin lot 1 ii was lyk damn tired ler wanna go hme slp ler. burt was lyk onli 8+ barhs. den back hme online. den clifton, Nicky, aLvis, hOrng yunn ask miie come out. ii actualli duwan de. burt habe to enjoy marhs. cannot tiink of tiingys. so wen barhs.. they wen to timah play pool ii sitin there listenin to songs. LOLs` den we play till 2 lidart den gO hme nOrhs. -,-" can be counted FUN barhs. jus dat gOrt one ppLs ii dUnno de. -,- so abit weird weird. HAHAS``

hangiin ard wiid them ii jus feel lyk ii'm back to mOii old slf.

den saw last tyme kss de ppls. den hOR nOrt onli dat wen ii wen hme wen han PM miie sae he saw miie burt ii nvr saw Hiim sia. -,-"

tOdae wasnt realli a gud dae. oso isnt a realli gud start barhs.

can it realli be fOrgotten?

wawaGONED-
o3:o3am

tOdae wen out wiid pei yOng and huili to see e mOvie call re-cycle at cathay. hMmmm ,, guess nOrt bad barhs,, but sum part was lyk same as siLent Hill de nOrhs...den summore e endiin WTH wass it.. ii dUnno wadd e endin is!! ii tiink we 3 dUnno wadd e heck is e about.. HAHAs..

den after e shOw we wen to eat..hahas!! den after dart wen to walk abit den wen far east den ii saw sum1 lOok familar. den py was lyk kiip saeiin ur frwen har. den ii dUnno Hiim mar so ii was lyk nO ar. den she point at cynthia den ii OH!! LOLs cus ii was lyk lookin ard see gt cynthia mar marhs..LOL!! [[ytd jus sae ii mish herr tOdae saw herr liao -,-"]] den hOrs was lyk she sae gO hme together ltr burt ended up miie py and hl fiind there's nth much to shop ler nOrhs we was lyk onli browsiin thru outside e shop LOLs!! den we tot of goiin hme so ii called cynthia ask she wadd tyme go. she was lyk jus reach nt long ii guess she haben shop enuff. so she sae we gO fyrst. so we went to e bus-stop wait ferr bus!! den so mani bus wen and wen den we go take train given our hOpes on bus ler. gRRR burt wen we walked till e second bustop e BUS CAME!! den we siain diiaO tOt of goiin back den hOr too late so we wen to take train back. den py SAW a GAY COUPLE!! haha. pengZ e back view lOok lyk a gurl nOrhs one of them.. ji tao..
-,-" den we took train to marina and back to cck..

hMmm,, actualli ii dUn hab much mOod to shop de. burt guess still enjoyed.

why mus there be tiingy dat kiip remindiin miie of eu.

cant wait ferr tmL.. ii wan see e sea.. ii wan see e starry skies. ii wan see e sunset. ii wan to cLear mOii miind of eu!!haiz.

haiz. hao xiiang eu you fever liiao =(

wawaGONED-
11:14am

hMmm,,, jus nw wadd ii type was GONE!! gRRR..

okiie. tmL gOnna miit pei yOng and huili ler..=D!! den can upload fOtos we took on huili's BBQ ler!! =D

ytd did lots and lots of tiinkin of hu is gud and hu is bad. and ii found out dat ii MISSED aLot of ppL. jiejie n mummy tryiin to cheer miie up. yet ii dun appreaciate sumtimes. =( den ii miss kor kor heariin mOii prOblems tellin miie wadd to do, miss daddy old joke!! and gugu de laughter!!! HAHAHAHA!! den ii miish dOnovan kor kor de RUBBISH tokiin. cynthia cheeriin miie up always lyk old tymes . tokiin wiid mOii bao beii cousin on fOne. ii mish SEC school life!! ii mish aLot aLot of tiingy!! ii wan tO hab them alL back.. though ii nOe deep down..ii miish hiim too.. burt theres nuthin ii can dO... cus he left mOii life completely.. he's completely GONED for gud. ii regret mOii stupiid decision dat tyme nvr listen to wadd aLot ppls tOld miie. though part of miie sae ii dun regret.

haha!! waddever!! stupiid of miie saeiin tiis again barhs.!! =X AND one LAST tiing II MISH "DOGGIE" SNORE..hahaha.. hope he diin see mOii entry if nOrt he gOnna kill miie LOLs` wAhahaS` tok to hiim he sure K.O fyrst de!!


// a new chapter of life. wiidout eu.


wawaGONED-
o7:33pm

haiz. was lyk t0kiin wiid cynthia in msn den was oso lyk tOkiin wiid aLvis in fOne. hais. aLvis make miie tiink dao sumtiingy. ii regret aLot. why am ii so stupiid. y dat tyme mus be so stuborn dUn listen to ppL advise,, ii reallie regret givin in so much. hais.

ii tiink ii've been saeiin lots n lots of tymes ii will forget ii must but ii guess ii diin once made it. tiis tyme for mOii own gud ii hab to ii reallie h0pe it'd be success. ii reallie H0pe tiis will be e final tyme ii ever write tiis . ii realli hope tmL will be a new chapter ferr miie.


ii realli h0pe to get back all mOii smilz, laughter back.
ii miss m0ii past life!!
ii wan m0ii life back juz lyk wadd it used t0 be.


wawaGONED-
o2:34am

now is o4:28 am..

jus nw was lyk tokiin wiid cynthia on msn. she told miie sumtiingy which kiinda make sense,, jus dat ii dUnno y ii jus cant fOrget. cant be more stRonger. ii realli tiinkin whu am ii actualli? y duwan jus enjoy life. siince ii can. while ii'm so carefree.. maybe ii am trueli hurt mabbie nORt. ii dUnno. realli duNno. ii dUn even understand wadd am ii tiinkin nw. hais. ever siince bayang tiingy jus nw ii feel so bad.

hais.

jus nw oso gt was lyk on fOne wiid jEff.. den he was lyk askiin y ii dun believe wadd he sae... >.<.. ii oso duNno shuld ii believe a not..cus he told miie lots of tyme ler. but ii jus kiip dun believe.. hmmm.. but ii still hab doubts la. hais`.. ii dunnO wadd am ii dOiin oso. haha. tiink hab to realli mia again. tiis tyme ferr real..siince ii hab mia kiinda so long ler.. longer doesnt matter bar. hu cares ryte?


"dont cry for ur boyfriend becos he wont be at ur side forever. only cry for ur hushand becos you will be with him forever in ur life "-cynthia

wawa goned-
o4:4o am

2 daes ii diin wen out ler.. gO out oso siian at hme oso siian.. gRRR life is gettin bOriin... aHHH...holidae sill so lOng... siian diiaOs`... gRRR..den ytd ii realli damn tiired ler.. bURt kiip slp nOrt well nOrhs ji tao slp and wake slp and wake!! wad e heck is happenin.. ii onli rem ii tiink gOrt a bad drm. burt cant rem wadd is it bout.. has`..

sadenin hOr..

den tiis few daes weird weird de bayang.. siian diiao.. dUnno wadd to dO wiid Hiim lo. wan tell jie but dun dare sae. -,-" hahas`...

*panadoL ish runnin out lerr... gRRRR!! =( gOtta gO buy..


haiz.

tOdae actualli nvr gO out de.. wanna rest at hme.. burt den hOr.. ended up ii jio jx out!! cus miing wei wan pass miie e tiingy.. den hOrng yunn oso gO wiid us. cus he sae ii nvr jiio Hiim out so ii ask Hiim wan join mar. LOL!! den hOrs ii miit hOrng yunn at cck den miit jx at wdl. den tot veron will be at tOwn so msg her end up she at WDL!! HAHAS` sO wen pass herr e shirt we giib de. dUnno she lyk mar. -,-" hEEe! den hOr wen dwn to tOwn..

ji tao tOdae jx and Horng yunn was lyk frightened by miie cus tOdae ii EAT ALOT!! more den ii ever eat!! haha.. ii oso stun mOiislf...=X hMmm,, muc jian feii ler. FAT ler.. GRRR!! den tOdae at jx last tyme wrk de shop saw one BOOTS verii nice!! burt mOii leg too SMALL!! cant wear it... =( sad. den jx bought . ii cant buy. LOL nvm. -,-" sg so HOT nowadaes buy boots ler oso no use!! =S HAHAS`.. den saw a BAG so ge yan..$75 if e bag SPOIL still can recycle lo. can giib kids use as lentern. HAHA..













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wawaGONED-
3.01am

tOdae wen tO huili BBQ at herr stead hse dwnstair.. den we we lyk blur blur de. LOL. den herr brOther dUn look lyk herr lor. ii mean hiis elder brother. HE look younger sia!! -,-"|| ii oso wan young young!! LOL hahahas`...

hMmm.. den we 11++ den siing burfdae sOng nOrhs. den miie and py wen off at 12. took cab hme.!! lols` den e cab driver VERII FUNNIE!! tell Hiim go e railway station road there to drive back to cck he go fiind e rail way road!!hahaha!! ii bth e driver lo. LOL. den he tell miie he jus started driviin de. -,-" diiaOs`.

WOAHH!! tOdae ii made a HISTORY!! mOii fOne nvr RANG!! LOLS`` fyrst tyme. HAHAs` feel so weird. -,-"

fOtos are uploaded. OH YA btw e most bottom fOto is e candle dat melt den it came out dat shape and e candle was jus beside miie mar. den saw it. took pic of it.HEH! lol. ROMANTIC hor. gOrt candle sia. =S cus we scare gOrt mosquito bite us!! LOLs`

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